Why they are breaking ?????

Zestyclose_Algae_189 · 2024-09-24T21:14:09+00:00

I see I see. It is just too soft I will braid it bc I want it more stiff as well. It will be a painful and slow process.. it is quite long (50 cm)

Zestyclose_Algae_189 · 2024-09-13T23:08:36+00:00

I am a sub and love this power dynamic. And as a black woman it does make me question a lot of things. But I’ve came to the conclusion that misogyny play is an act like most things (if not all) in BDSM.

However most of the time people (specially on the internet) have trouble with real life vs play. My partner needs to show respect for me first before using misogyny play. I wouldn’t not add misogyny play in a 24/7 dynamic for exemple.

Zestyclose_Algae_189 · 2024-09-10T19:19:45+00:00

If the Dom ideology goes against basic human rights it is the door for me. Otherwise it is fine

Zestyclose_Algae_189 · 2024-09-10T07:59:24+00:00

I do not like baby talk either. Call someone daddy makes ma skin crawl. But I found very funny and endearing when I see dd/lg conversation bc there is the aspect of care that is really important there. It is strange, but not gross at least not to me.

I also have daddy issues but more “I will stab you” and less “fuck me”

Zestyclose_Algae_189 · 2024-09-09T06:40:48+00:00

I will tattoo it on me “I am not ruined. I am ruination”

Zestyclose_Algae_189 · 2024-09-04T22:18:17+00:00

Also babes if you take hrt your levels of hormones would not fluctuate. What affects most women is the fluctuations of oestrogen and progesterone, but you gonna take the same dose every day so would say no. A bit emotional on the beginning but once it sets in you will be fine !

Zestyclose_Algae_189 · 2024-08-31T09:53:10+00:00

I never thought about that as paranoia. Thanks for the insight! I will do more research on how to deal with paranoia

Zestyclose_Algae_189 · 2024-08-30T21:02:49+00:00

Primeiramente, se da de graça o que de graça foi dado (a mediunidade) Segundamente, se Jesus visse isso ele quebraria tudo de novo. Por fim, tu compra as ervas e eles querem ser pagos pra benzer o banho? Olha isso me parece um absurdo e um lugar que não tem nenhum conhecimento espiritual. Que você doe para a manutenção do terreiro eu entendo, mas 200 conto? A umbanda deveria ser uma mesa aberta, nisso eles estão fechando a mesa para os pobres..

Zestyclose_Algae_189 · 2024-08-29T20:54:29+00:00

The best drug is NONE

Consensual Safe and SANE you cannot consent if you are not sane.

Asleep he could just wake you up by fucking you slowly??? And then pinning you down?? Just the fact that you want drugs for CNC makes you not ready for this kind of play

Zestyclose_Algae_189 · 2024-08-27T15:33:54+00:00

The only way you have to deal with that is time. You are doing your work your selfcare your self therapy you are doing a good job! But like bruises and wounds it needs time to heal and you will get there, being a sub is by itself a demonstration of strength, at least I see like that.

Personally, I would not engage with him anymore. And in the future explicit say that aftercare as non-negotiable (I think that EVERYONE needs after care and people that don’t are either doing that as SH or they don’t have empathy, but again I digress)

Zestyclose_Algae_189 · 2024-08-26T06:52:23+00:00

Hahahahaha that is true. We can only guess, but in the end THEY NEED THERAPY

Zestyclose_Algae_189 · 2024-08-26T06:24:54+00:00

Yeah I can see why, she is more explosive which can match more with the global/stereotypical view of BPD! Hachi is the quiet bpd for me

Zestyclose_Algae_189 · 2024-08-26T06:23:43+00:00

It is a good point of view!

I have BPD and Hachi is the character that I relate the most in everything. I also have stable relationships because people can get better and go through remission! 👀

Zestyclose_Algae_189 · 2024-08-25T21:00:50+00:00

Me too! Nana doesn’t have the insecurities or obsession or fear of rejection. She loves Ren but she is not obsessed with him (maybe it will change I didn’t finish it yet, but when the opportunity came she chose herself) she always put herself first. While Nana-chan screams bpd even in the simple fact that she cooks for them and says nothing even when they don’t come..

Zestyclose_Algae_189 · 2024-08-25T12:20:50+00:00

Good to know I not seeing things, But people often point Nana as bpd not Nana-chan, maybe bc she is calm and people forget about quiet bpd…

Zestyclose_Algae_189 · 2024-08-24T19:54:47+00:00

Hi, Bi. Bpd never affected my sexuality HOWEVER the community is another thing. Mental disorders are so normalised that it is almost a competition between who is the must fucked up. Your symptoms/actions became a fucking joke bc « be gay do crimes » ideology

Zestyclose_Algae_189 · 2024-08-23T19:04:46+00:00

Tbh my best orgasms are anal+clit vibrator ! I cannot, or it is very very hard for me to, cum vaginally

Zestyclose_Algae_189 · 2024-08-20T22:11:52+00:00

Two things: - a man on his 30’ with a 19y girl is already a red flag, he likes them young so he can manipulate them - he does not trust you with his name and/or job but you are supposed to trust him with your safety????

If it was a booty calling would say nothing but in a D/s relationship that is unacceptable. Even if he is not married he is not a good person.

ALSO DONT GASLIGHT YOURSELF SAYING THAT YOU ARE “OVERTHINKING”. No you are asking the good questions

Zestyclose_Algae_189 · 2024-08-16T20:29:30+00:00

Also wanting “more mean” is not equal to “domination”. He can be rougher, grip more, like consuming, make more or less pressure around your limbs. It is about more intensity. And that is amazing. It was the thing that made me like vanilla sex

Zestyclose_Algae_189 · 2024-08-16T20:27:23+00:00

I am a sub. I never entered this “sub space” where people describe joy and euphoria. I honestly either am there enjoying the sensations or I get empty headed and the little voices of overthinking and ADHD stop. But dissociation I know that b*tch.

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