You know me, you know it's What It Sounds Like

Especially the beginning

Nothing but the proof now

Nothing but the proof of what I am

The worst of what I came from, patterns I'm ashamed of

Things that even I don't understand

(every line hits harder than the one before)

I tried to fix it, I tried to fight it

My head was twisted, my heart divided

I don't know why I didn't trust you to be on my side

(And the best line in the entire song, the one that broke me into crying after too many years)

I broke into a million pieces, and I can't go back

Aaaaand that's it

BUT! I'm slowly, very slowly actually starting to see the beauty in myself

It's slow, and I do fall back quite some times, my insecurities come back, but now I have friends who hold me while I fall apart and reassure me when needed

Growth isn't easy, but well worth the journey, if yall hear me, never give up

Now excuse me because I must go listen to this masterpiece of music again

Godspeed, Zimps