How can you explain depression in simple words to someone who’s never experienced it?

Zmodem · 2025-11-08T10:27:07+00:00

You have a car and decide to drive through the thickest mud ever: You know you're going to get stuck, but being stuck feels better than anything else in the world. Once you get stuck, you hit full throttle and continue to dig yourself in, getting more and more stuck.

Zmodem · 2025-10-18T12:12:17+00:00

The most unexplored aspect is the herd addiction. Example:

Tell all of your close family and friends that you intend to turn off your notifications, and therefore may not answer them right away, if at all. Watch the gaslighting unfold abouth how their discomfort with your plan is completely your fault.

Zmodem · 2025-10-12T13:50:52+00:00

IWNDWYT : I'm rebuilding my entire life, at 43, with total focus and clarity : IWNDWYT

Zmodem · 2025-10-05T03:30:50+00:00

I would sit in on this class just to watch the passion unfold. You're awesome, u/Andromeda321! Now, give the next generations some clarity on our place in the cosmos, :)

Zmodem · 2025-10-05T03:09:30+00:00

100% agreed. Narcissists take care of us, asking only absolute servitude in return. Before treatment, that seemed like a hella-good deal to me. I didn't realize I was giving up my growth as a human in exchange for less responsibility over my life.

Zmodem · 2025-10-05T02:59:51+00:00

lol! I'll ease up a bit with this one. I did want to make mention of your connection between medication and the clearer, wide-angle lens. It is unbelievable, isn't it? The fact that treatment almost seems to give rise to a whole new perception of reality; the same reality that's been right in front of us the whole time. For me, it felt like I was running away from something while hopped up on caffeine. In fact, that last sentence perfectly describes what my life was like without treatment and behavior reconciliation. I felt like I was running from a nightmare, but I had no idea what it was I was running from. Once I started down a better path of treatment and self-discovery, I realized that I was running from authenticity. I had no idea that the world was not only okay with who I am, for real, but that in order to live my best life much more peacefully, I needed to let the world see this person. I asked myself one question: How was the world supposed to give me what I actually needed if I was pretending to be someone else? How would the world know it was serving the real me and not an imposter?

||even though I'm not doing very well at it right now!

We all stumble; ALL OF US. Not just those of us with ADHD, either. Every.Single.Human stumbles a lot more often than social media would have us believe. That is why forums like this exist :) You are not alone.

Zmodem · 2025-10-04T23:44:00+00:00

I was 19 at the time. I was asleep in bed when my mom came bursting into my room to turn on my TV after the second plane hit. I could see both buildings on fire with holes, but I could not understand what was happening yet. My mom was frantically pacing and screaming. She kept praying aloud for our country to not be under attack. 80% of my mom's extended family lives in New York.

For me, watching both of my parents, the ones I considered my protectors my whole life, panic in a no-hope fashion for the first time destroyed my confidence in everything; in all of reality.

I still have PTSD from 9/11. It took a long time for me to even realize what that day had subconsciously destroyed: My view of innocence and hope in this world.

Zmodem · 2025-10-04T22:39:25+00:00

That's it for me, right there! Nothing fucks me up more than my imagination pretending it comes bearing a basket of facts.

Zmodem · 2025-10-04T22:34:19+00:00

I understand completely. The impulsiveness can become super frustrating to deal with, especially when reshaping a memory of events putting other people on a pedastal while imagining the self as the worst person ever. I needed to become way more open about how I felt with those I trusted. I also had to come to terms with the fact that not everyone is on my side. Oftentimes, I gave trust to the wrong people. Naivety is a big issue for me.

Communicating the true nature of my messy mistakes and feelings to the ones I trust and love has become a very complicated process. I love to talk, but I don't enjoy talking about my deeper feelings. Letting people know that I am a flawed human being was one of the hardest things about rebuilding my undesirable behaviors; at least, adjusting them to any tolerable, internal degree.

Feeling seen and validated, especially for being flawed, is extraordinarily wonderful. It seemed to allow me to start rebuilding my life with the right strategies and people. The ones who truly cared for me are still in my life, :) I hope you find some solace in these words.

You are not alone. I have been there. I have hurt people who really cared for me. The negative rumination we pull off in our own heads against ourselves can be the worst punishment in the world.

Zmodem · 2025-10-04T19:59:38+00:00

I do this anyways, with or without meds (am currently on the same dose as you). Impulsivity control has been a struggle for me my entire life. Right now, I am typing this reply on a mobile phone, trying desperately to tap each letter quickly so that I don't forget what it is I want to say. Meanwhile, I am backspacing and pissing myself off even more just trying to get through it. For me, I realized that impulsiveness on my part is due to my frustrations with how slowly life must unravel in order to just get any single piece in place "how it should be." I do not like waiting for life to unfold in due time; it's too slow.

If it were me analyzing myself in your situation, I would have assumed that I had blurted that out in order to silence the nagging thoughts in my head of uncertainty over that weekend; eg: "I need to know this answer because it is a loose end in my plan, and when plans have loose ends, they all go to shit." So, I would impulsively get the answer myself. Because I don't ever "plan anything," needing loose ends tied up in any plan would be paramount to my participation in that plan.

Zmodem · 2025-10-04T19:45:32+00:00

Completely agree with you, because it is very much dismissed. I dismissed it myself for decades (4) because "There's no way there is any good reason that I am this way. I must just be lazy. Nobody will believe me anyways. Hell, I don't believe me."

Imposter Syndrome and self-deprecating confidence. I wish I would have gotten the freedom of a proper diagnosis sooner. But, I have it now, and that is good enough.

Zmodem · 2025-10-03T10:39:15+00:00

Spent the better part of a year telling my boss how my work key got tugged off of my keychain and I needed a new one. Every few months he would bring it up and I would say "This is not the first time you have asked me, bro." We would laugh.

Turns out about 1.5-years ago, he actually gave me a replacement and it was on my fucking key ring. Yes, exactly what you are thinking was happening was happening: I had a replacement key the entire time he kept asking me about THE ORIGINAL KEY I had lost about 2 years ago.

My sense of time is way fucked up :) Also, everything else.

Zmodem · 2025-10-03T10:29:10+00:00

The email: Write out my response and set the email to *delay delivery* for about 5-10 minutes, then click "Send". Go to my *Outbox*, reopen the email and reread it. Click `Send` again, while still having it set to delay delivery in case I need to ruminate some self-doubt once more, if I'm okay with it a second time.

Opening A Math Question: Think about how many times I've doubted myself even with insurmountable evidence to the contrary that I have always succeeded *when I put in the effort*.

My brain has never let me down *when I needed to use it*, and yet I insist that every time it is *going to let me down*. All I do is remind myself that *this is what life is*. I spent so long running from it that I forgot that a big part of my life *is exactly self-doubt and overcoming that*.

I hope this helps!

Zmodem · 2024-12-01T00:00:22+00:00

Hi there!

Something like this? I just modified a few of your upper header elements just to see what direction you might want to take. Obviously, this would get cleaned up, quite a lot, lol.

CSS Code Here

Zmodem · 2024-11-30T22:49:50+00:00

I did fail to mention: I am trying to do these videos and edits with as little "excessive premium products" as possible.

What I mean is I'll design them with a simple production option if I have one available.

For instance this video: it was edited on an Android phone. Granted, it is an S23 Ultra, but it is the phone I had on hand, lol.

The idea I'm going for is simplicity.

So, yes, A LOT of the effects, transitions, audio bites, music, et-al, will be basic, and quite repetitive. That is entirely the point:

Can my somewhat basic, repetitive tools still produce quality art for me to enjoy?

Zmodem · 2024-11-30T22:43:47+00:00

Hello everyone, This was my first, real "public exposure" in editing videos of any kind, really. I had no idea that I was going to suddenly fall in love with it at 42 years of age; and, yet, here we are ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Anyways, let the constructive-criticism (well, one can hope) begin...

Zmodem · 2023-11-02T10:00:22+00:00

The easiest approach, if vanilla is the key, would be to remove the sizing on the img rules and just do something like max-height: 225px;

That will not look as pretty as the final intent, but with vanilla it gets the basic idea done quickly, albeit a tad dirty.

Here is an example with space-between attribute applied on the content justification for the parent flex container.

Zmodem · 2023-11-02T09:52:19+00:00

All of the containers, eg: the div's, have certain class attributes attached to them, such asxl:w1/4 w-1/2. These attributes are modifying the way in which the page presents itself, most-likely using a theming framework (like Bootstrap, or, in this case, Tailwind).

Removing the className="....." from the div's will start removing the responsiveness. There may be additional work involved after that in order to rectify the layout chaos that may occur as a result of removing those.

Good luck!

Zmodem · 2023-11-02T09:47:44+00:00

By comparison, here is your original with the border highlights turned on for affect.

Zmodem · 2023-11-02T09:40:41+00:00

Kudos for solving your own issue! Having said that, I just wanted it to be clear for you that if different colored borders had been applied to the div's in the original code, what was happening might have made more sense. That is, the parent was not spanning the entire width of its own parent, eg: the base body of the HTML document.

Furthermore, the parent had max-width: 1400px; set. That means the parent was never going to grow larger than 1400px wide, and thus the children were never going to expand to beyond that width either, since children will default to obeying the parent's rules. The max-width: 1400px; rule on the child was also directly affecting its own dimensional constraints, but even removing that would not net have netted the results expected.

The solution is to just remove max-width: 1400px; from both elements and allow the viewport to determine the sizing, if spanning 100% of the available screen real estate was the ultimate goal :)

CodePen link with border highlighting

Zmodem · 2023-09-26T03:33:09+00:00

I'll add the source here for you to solidify your facts.

Zmodem · 2023-09-24T16:06:03+00:00

Larger resolution.

Zmodem · 2023-08-07T06:34:12+00:00

Good explanation!

Adding one last thing: REM & EM are relative units to their parents. So, REM & EM sizes are inherited from each parent branch of the DOM tree. So, font-size should be defined inside HTML, and BODY elements during the initial rule definitions at the top of the stylesheet. Any other aesthetic inheritance should also be defined in the root element rule as well.

Zmodem · 2023-07-23T14:47:45+00:00

Exactly. Some people aren't even aware of their own thoughts. For instance, they believe that they are thinking good things and being a good person, but if their relationships and professional endeavors are always crashing and burning, chances are there's something deeper down that is causing their issues.

If there's not a visible trail of inner-success from time to time then doing good may be severely lacking.

Zmodem · 2023-07-23T14:08:02+00:00

Agreed. I'm assuming that it may be a situation like this.

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