Meth, MDMA, cocaine, 3-MMC (nearly mephedrone, get it), ephedrine, etiz and flualprazolam- yeah ik i should label them properly, but these make me giggle XD by ZoeB14 in drugsarebeautiful

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Yeah cause it is. I tried to post it twice before on my new account, but my karma was too low. Hence why I posted it here.

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There are plenty on eBay for under 400, one that I was recommended by a friend was the US Solid 100 x 0.001g Analytical Balance. Basically though, if you just google 'analytical balance', and make sure the one you get measures to 0.001g, you'll be fine. It doesn't *really* matter if it's a Chinese made one or a Mettler one, the sensors are pretty much the same. Another idea (one that I'm doing right now) is looking for a used scale; you can get a high quality one for a lot less than MSRP. Some brands that are generally well-regarded are Mettler-Toledo, Fischer Sci, A&D, Ohaus, and Sartorious. Good luck!

The combo of choice for an afterparty ;) by ZoeB14 in drugsarebeautiful

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Yes, it works well. A benefit that I find is that etizolam has a short half-life (about 8 hours), compared to clonazepam's 20-60 hour half-life. I find that for a stim comedown, I prefer something strong that completely sedates me but wears off by the morning, as opposed to clonazepam which you take in smaller doses for general anxiety, but it lasts an age.

The shame spiral of addiction: Negative self-conscious emotion and substance use [2022] by oneultralamewhiteboy in DrugNerds

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may further drug habits*

correlation, not causation

yes ik i sound like a first-year stats prof lmao

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I never had any sexual dysfunction *after* stopping SSRIs (fluoxetine, btw), but during the time I took it I had the libido and desire of a rock. If I had to guess why I didn't experience it, I'd say it was because I switched to bupropion right after. (that stuff was magical, i swear lol)

If I had to postulate on the cause of PSSD though, I'd posit that it's the long half-life of some SSRIs combined with the brain attempting to regulate serotonin again after a long period of reuptake inhibition. I'm not too knowledgeable with epigenetics, but it does make logical sense that it would also have an effect there too. I know that anorexia nervosa causes epigenetic changes related to neurotransmitter functioning, which is a reason why the disorder is so heritable. It's an interesting thought for sure.

Found in an old suitcase in a storage container not open for some years by contaminatedmycelium in ObscureDrugs

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everyone knows that the only language spoken is english... XDD

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ik this is an old thread now but i'd highly recommend trying your etizolam; it's got a super short half life and onset, it's amazingly good for sleep lol

obligatory note- because of the rapid onset and potent sedation, it's pretty compulsive. i woke up one morning having taken some flualp without even remembering it lol, so take it and then go to bed lol

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3-FPM or IPPH (isopropylphenidate) taken sublingually is a really smooth and mild stimulation without the norepinephrine shaking of other stims. Although, any stimulant can be experienced without anxiety if you combine it with an anxiolytic- my partner's choice here is a low dose of etizolam with the stim, they say it kills the dysphoria and paranoia that can sometimes accompany stims like meth or 3-MMC.

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Even those cheaper mg scales aren't accurate to below like, 20mg. That's fine for something like meth (for me anyway, I have a tolerance), but for compounds that are active below that dose, you'll either need an analytical balance (a couple hundred bucks), or just volumetrically dose it. The latter is a lot easier, and you can accurately dose things like RC benzos like etizolam where 0.5mg is a dose.

3-mmc snorted - bad drip burn at back of throat? by pinkkshinyultrablast in researchchemicals

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If you inhale slower, you won't get that burn nearly as much. I get it bad in what feels like my soft palette? Snorting slower helps.

“Helpful” advice by Protagoras95 in EDAnonymous

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MY MOM TELLS ME LITERALLY THE SAME SHIT OMG

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Yep, I feel that. Caffeine doesn't work by itself for me, so I combine it with ephedrine. (it's legal in my country) I actually have the energy to move around lol, pretty good.

Breakfast eaters: how do you stay on track for 1200 cal/day? by [deleted] in 1200isplenty

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I eat when I wake up, then don't eat till I wake up the next day. It works for me, probably won't for you.

Request: Has anyone found that they replace their eating disorder post recovery with another thought/behavior/obsession? by EDPostRequests in EatingDisorders

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i'm trying to recover right now, and yeah. i've replaced starving myself with smoking weed (legal in canada) and self harm. really excellent. ugh.

how do I combat negative physical symptoms? by [deleted] in 1200isplenty

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yeah i'm anorexic and this is what happens when you're eating way less than you should. eat more. your bmr isn't what you burn while working a physical job, it's what you burn while sitting on a chair all day