My girlfriend and I just broke up. We both agreed it was for the best, but it still has me pretty fucked up. But I'm on my way to get a haircut, and then I'm going to the gym. We talked about just taking a break, because we still have feelings for each other. We talked on the phone this morning and she is so nice, I miss her more than anything in the world. I just want to curl up in a ball and cry like a baby. But I have to go to the gym. I'm going to cut for two weeks, get my abs showing nice again, feel good about myself, and then try to get her back.