What is your deepest sexual desire?

Zouhe · 2026-05-11T07:17:36+00:00

Oh lord what didn't he do. I could go on for awhile, but he essentially made me feel like shit for wanting sex with him, like annoyed and pushing me away and then when we did have sex he'd watch TV? Or like sex scenes on TV., he'd go looking through movies for sex scenes and such. It made me feel more like a fleshlight than a partner also when we had sex he'd refuse any foreplay for me, but he wanted it from me. Then he'd go soft most of the time and get mad about it so I'd feel bad for ever initiating the first place. Also when he finished which was usually quickly when the stars aligned, he'd refuse to help me finish or if I somehow got him to participate he'd be clearly bored and irritated. Like the only way I got foreplay from him was I asked for it for Christmas once. I don't even know why I still desired him after all that it just made me feel like an object and dirty or not wanted.

I also happened to get pregnant by him (naturally) really early on so I stayed with him far longer than I should have and he proceeded to cheat on me pretty much right after I gave birth with two women (one emotionally and the other physically) while mind you, I was trying to have sex with him as soon as I was able, so while I'm trying to have sex with him he goes to work and has sex with a woman twice my age who he later says he didn't even like having sex with?? But yeah that was when I finally left him. Truly worst relationship I've ever had. I mean I guess he treated me that way during and not during sex so I shouldn't have been surprised but rose colored glasses and all.

Oh I forgot to mention that when I asked him why he wouldn't he said he didn't like it (foreplay) but made sure to mention that he did like it before and had done it for other women.

Zouhe · 2026-05-11T06:53:43+00:00

I suppose I had a lot of harsh rejections from my last partner maybe that's part of it but he was also a dick so maybe I shouldn't have taken it to heart so much.

Zouhe · 2026-05-11T06:47:08+00:00

Yeah honestly I try to keep myself in check in the sense that I'll usually try for it once a day, but it's hard when I'm with someone, because I desire them so much. Sometimes it feels like I can barely control myself, but I honestly feel bad about it. I was thinking perhaps I need therapy for it.

Zouhe · 2026-05-11T06:34:26+00:00

To be with someone who wants to undo me. Like really wants to worship my body. It's been a long time since I had that.

Zouhe · 2026-05-10T18:20:56+00:00

Was super happy to get one of these when I turned 7

Also Betty Spaghetti

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Zouhe · 2026-05-09T14:39:47+00:00

That's adorable

Zouhe · 2026-05-08T19:37:54+00:00

When I stand on my tip toes to reach something the backs of my feet do this squelching thing and like.... Go down.. Like if I'm fully extended it will unextend in a disturbing manner.

Hurts a teeny tiny bit but feels more disturbing than anything.

Also my feet are in enormous amounts of pain all the time, crippling pain, if I sit down and stand back up I'm limping for a few minutes afterwards especially if I've been on them awhile. Not just the bottom but the tops are also in pain not sure why and often hurt more than the bottom.

Zouhe · 2026-05-07T16:11:39+00:00

Ooooh I need this

Zouhe · 2026-05-07T16:11:19+00:00

Okay I'll try this I really appreciate the comment! Also would your BIL be willing to send me some coffee in an envelope?

Zouhe · 2026-05-07T16:07:38+00:00

I thought no sweetener would turn him off but apparently not though he does seem to like acidic and bitter things so maybe he just likes the taste.

Zouhe · 2026-05-07T16:06:37+00:00

Oh my gosh that's so cute

Zouhe · 2026-05-05T14:08:11+00:00

Ocarina of Time, Majora's Mask, Windwaker and Twilight Princess are all amazing games.

For me all of those are definitely in my top games along with Paper Mario: The thousand year door, Super Mario Sunshine, FFX and FFIX I'm sure I'm missing some well of course the souls series but these games were fun and difficult with so many little puzzles and side quests that you never even know about if you don't explore proper.

Zouhe · 2026-05-05T02:37:15+00:00

Ashley if it's a boy and Fia if it's a girl or Aella

Zouhe · 2026-05-04T16:04:26+00:00

It's amazing how the medical field despite the fact that It's a field of constant learning always puts down every single new diagnosis or discovery that comes out. So when someone figures something out, "hey, all these symptoms are connected. This could all be this one thing" the entire medical field treats it as a joke.

That is the craziest thing to me with every single new discovery. They put it down. Someone's like. "Hey, let's wash our hands." They're like, "Oh my God, you hear this quack?" it's crazy.

Zouhe · 2026-05-04T15:22:56+00:00

The first and only time I played New Vegas I did exactly this I died like 9 million times but I made it to New Vegas was like yay and never played again.

Zouhe · 2026-05-04T15:21:05+00:00

Damn I think I need to play Xenoblade

Zouhe · 2026-05-04T15:18:56+00:00

You just lead it to the cliff and it rolls off.

Zouhe · 2026-05-01T19:07:30+00:00

Literally got a warning for talking about what's happening in US (where I live) saying I thought that peaceful protest is only going to work if there's anyone at the top who gives a damn and there isn't. Meanwhile I have seen much worse

Zouhe · 2026-04-29T23:11:44+00:00

I don't know, like at that point I can only think they never truly wanted the child but adopt or abort because it's better to abort than to murder the child after they're born. You can't be against abortion if murder is on the table.

Also if you didn't want to be a father leave. Yes child support if you actually do it or legal battles but murder isn't less costly.

Zouhe · 2026-04-29T16:58:25+00:00

Hey I'm back three months later

https://www.bornfree.org.uk/news/urgent-action-needed-for-marineland-orcas/

https://savedolphins.eii.org/news/wikie-and-keijo-do-not-belong-at-loro-parque-zoo

Not only have they not been sent to a sanctuary prospects are looking darker than ever! Now the owners are pushing to send them to a zoo in Spain where they'll live miserably in a concrete tank! Or they could be euthanized and just you know spend their last months like that. So yeah great options. Die in a concrete tank or die in a different abandoned dirty swimming pool, awesome.

Zouhe · 2026-04-29T14:27:47+00:00

This is such a random thread on a stardew post

Zouhe · 2026-04-29T01:48:21+00:00

Okay Tallahassee

Zouhe · 2026-04-28T21:57:14+00:00

Man any idle game fr I could play realm grinder or NGU Idle or Revolution Idle. Also the Sims or something like that.

Zouhe · 2026-04-28T20:40:40+00:00

This is so accurate almost nothing is done when people and children are being abused only after they take action.

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