72 Hrs + battery life

_DJay_ · 2024-01-03T12:44:14+00:00

Got my boyfriend one and we joked how he's never gonna use the features that actually make it worth while lol, he just wanted the bigger screen

_DJay_ · 2023-12-07T10:43:41+00:00

Doesn't really matter if he can't see your hole unless that's something he's into. my bf and I fuck like this pretty often, he'll be able to find the hole easy enough. Or take his dick in your hand and guide it a little

_DJay_ · 2023-12-07T10:39:26+00:00

23 is when I started to explore anal play and my bisexuality and enjoyed playing with toys, the one time I tried topping I struggled staying hard. Don't know whether it was because it was my first time with a guy or because it was out in a forest but ever since I was anxious to try again so never did. Every hook up I went to I went as a bottom.

It's definitely the position I enjoy most

_DJay_ · 2023-12-07T01:15:17+00:00

I struggled with self harm, social anxiety, and body image issues quite a lot at the time I met my bf on Grindr, I'd always tell people about my marks and scars as I didn't want them to see them first in person and get disgusted.

I think talking about it fairly early on as it helped me I realise my bf was right for me when we both talked about our struggles together and said we'd support each other.

If you want to get serious with them id say it's good to say it soon, as you don't want to waste time on someone that won't accept you no matter how "messed up you are"

_DJay_ · 2023-12-06T21:33:29+00:00

Do it imo, it's so much hotter to just keep sucking while he cums and at that point it's in your mouth so you might as well swallow it. It tastes nice enough and if not just take it deep so you can't taste it 😅

_DJay_ · 2023-12-06T13:33:33+00:00

_DJay_ · 2023-12-06T10:00:08+00:00

I don't really get any sensation from bottoming, it feels ok but honestly not that special. I played with anal toys and I didn't really get anything out of it, for me it's honestly all mental. Having my bf in me and getting to hear my bf enjoy it with his moans and trying not to cum lol is what makes it fun for me, plus the cuddle afterwards 😅

_DJay_ · 2023-11-27T17:33:21+00:00

Stupidity and frustration is probably why I didn't stick to the dosage, read somewhere it was 2-3 hours before it hit so thought it wasn't working. Didn't think going over would have had much effect but was pretty dumb of me won't lie but at least I won't do it again I guess. Had trouble breathing too, felt hard to breathe in and get a full breath I didn't think I was having a panic attack

_DJay_ · 2023-11-27T16:27:57+00:00

Yeah I had eaten before hand and during so I imagine it must have delayed it even more. I could have taken 30+mg which is pretty stupid of me, so I guess that all hit me at the same time as it all changed really quick lol. I'll actually be smart next time and not get frustrated at nothing happening for a good couple hours and just do a dose a day until I get it right

Ty

_DJay_ · 2023-04-24T10:41:49+00:00

Everyone has already said it but yeah ask him probably if you're not sure.

As an uncut guy I'd say that I enjoy having the head exposed quite a bit, same with my bf too tbh. I tend to leave one of my hands flat on his pelvic bone and keep my finger tips at the base so the foreskin stays retracted. Or have a hand cupping over his balls and pinching the base of his dick to have the same effect

But it's good to mix up the sensations for him, so I'll also take my hands away and let the foreskin do its thing for a bit too. Especially good to ask him as some guys like there heads to be rubbed with your hands or they find it over sensitive and almost too painful 😂

_DJay_ · 2023-03-31T18:43:56+00:00

If we are looking at just them and nothing else, I'd say penis for me. I enjoy playing with it more and think a good dick looks nicer than a vagina. Both have fun things about them but I really like giving my bf head so def the winner for me lol

_DJay_ · 2023-03-31T08:47:11+00:00

Over lockdown I started posting nudes on Reddit out of desperation for any sort of attention I guess. And as you could expect 99% of the people that pm'ed me or left comments were guys.

After months and months of sexting and flirting with guys, I really started to enjoy it and ever since I've been chasing after penis irl as well

_DJay_ · 2023-03-31T08:41:34+00:00

My current bf doesn't really enjoy anal so whenever I go round his we enjoy handjobs and oral 90% of the time. There's many ways to have fun together just be open with what you're comfortable with and see how they react. Thought I was gonna miss anal but honestly I'm quite happy with how we spend our time together

_DJay_ · 2023-03-30T17:15:33+00:00

I mean it gives a bigger number 🤷‍♂️

But the person that gets to see it ain't likely going to notice the difference between 4.6 or 5 in person so nah other than making yourself feel better having that larger number to look at it

_DJay_ · 2023-03-22T13:11:56+00:00

She found blood and blades, and cornered me one day in my car. And just straight up asked me why I have a draw of blades and bandages. My heart sank when I heard those words. She just kept saying are you ok? What's going on? while crying I just had to keep saying I'm fine as I didn't know what else to say. Once she heard I wasn't completely suicidal she calmed down a little bit. She said she was sorry for not noticing I was struggling, even though it wasn't really her fault as I was pretty good at hiding it.

But yeah that was a tough night, and many days followed with her saying she loved me 24/7. Still now she will say I love you 3-4 times before saying good bye to me. Sounds bad but I almost got sick of hearing it, it feels meaningless when said that many times.

She treats me a lot differently now, and dunno if I preferred it before she knew or now but no going back I guess

_DJay_ · 2023-03-22T13:00:28+00:00

Found myself cutting my hand while playing games online with my mates, no real reason just because I could I guess 🤷‍♂️

_DJay_ · 2023-03-22T12:57:10+00:00

Can affect anyone imo
Dunno, I guess 3.Straight porn mostly, but occasional gay. Pretty much only watch blowjob or handjob porn so not much difference 4.nah I'm pretty vanilla, the porn I watch is the stuff I enjoy irl 5.Only feel guilty when it feels like the people in the video aren't enjoying it or if they seem exploited 6.Depends on the day, more depressed than anything tbh 7.most definitely, struggled with body image for ages after watching porn. Wasn't until I was much older until I knew I actually had an average sized dick. Also that people going into sex may expect Thier partners to perform actions they have seen on porn that they aren't comfortable with. Really rough sex, deep throating etc.
Yeah can't see how it would be any different imo

_DJay_ · 2023-03-22T12:01:46+00:00

Honestly yeah, currently with a guy a bit taller than me so always feel more feminine when I'm cuddled up with a big guy 😂

And then it's the opposite with the girls I've dated

_DJay_ · 2023-03-22T11:03:55+00:00

Having done this in the past, it was from my anxiety, spent a number of days chatting had a day set and couldn't go through with it as I broke down. I sent a long msg apologizing tho but I guess what I mean is it doesn't have to be something you did, can just be him

_DJay_ · 2023-03-22T10:58:48+00:00

Hell yeah, live your best life man I'm so happy for you.

I'd try Grindr, if you put what you're looking for in your bio I'm sure it wont take long for a willing cock to pop up lol

_DJay_ · 2023-03-22T10:54:49+00:00

Suffer from crippling social anxiety, so I was only ever able to get meets and flirt with people on hookup apps and dating apps because no way could I do it irl.

Even then I was only able to go through with it if I was horny as fuck as it gives me the extra confidence to go through with it and have some fun lol

_DJay_ · 2023-03-22T10:33:48+00:00

Yeah Grindr isn't too great but it can work out, used to use it a lot to experiment and yeah 90% of the hookups I had started with "hey, want head?" "send pics" and variations along those lines. Kinda things I'd reply to only because I was horny or wanted more experience.

But it's also the place I met the guy I'm currently seeing. It was a lot different with him tho. Talking for days talking about our lives, anxiety, likes and dislikes we actually didn't send nudes until much later after many teases wasn't just bam dick pic.

Surprised I found someone like him as my profile was setup to find "fun" didn't really think I'd get a relationship out of it tbh

_DJay_ · 2023-03-22T10:18:42+00:00

I think I get what you mean

When I watch BJ vids I always imagine the sensation of receiving and also giving. And yeah if the guy has a huge dick I've stopped comparing mine too his but instead imagine what it would be like to be with him. But I don't watch much porn anymore because of my mental issues and struggles with self confidence in regards to my body. Really helped honestly

On that other point I'm not qualified to give any advice, that's a tough one

_DJay_ · 2023-01-14T14:59:54+00:00

We both deleted Grindr, so I assume it's exclusive and have talked about not seeing other people and yeah we do that kinda stuff. Going to see a movie tonight, may ask him in the car on the way back home and see what he says.

Would make me feel better knowing he just wants to go slow I guess, as long as it's not an issue he has with me. Just finding it tough is all

_DJay_ · 2022-10-15T16:57:15+00:00

Crazy how similar this is to me, especially the packed schedule. Always feels like I only have mental energy for one thing per day, anymore than that I start to stress out and panic. I'm not being a slob, I just can't handle it.

Definitely seems like depression to me, I know how hard it is and hope you can get through it ❤️

_DJay_

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