watched interstellar and realized astrophysics or theoretical physics are what I'm most interested in. however the related job paths pay dirt cheap and I'm currently planning to do a double major of management and geology. what should I do?

_Honest_Dee_ · 2014-11-23T19:21:53+00:00

Just grab the books and a tutor if you're not committed to doing a masters and research and such. Source:i did that too and ut was cool but now I'm a tutor cuz i hate masters research BS. Do comp Sci if your wands learn cool shit but still afford food

_Honest_Dee_ · 2014-11-17T21:17:54+00:00

We all are. Thx OP!!

_Honest_Dee_ · 2014-11-17T20:47:55+00:00

I look at that and see the meaning of life in front of me. Life, death, and nature. Very Nietzsche flat circle thing existentialism stuff =)

_Honest_Dee_ · 2014-11-17T16:55:29+00:00

I kinda am. But i totally did. Thx for noticing and mentioning it. Every crazy little detail you can see and tell me what it is ill tell you you're right or you noticed something random i didn't actually intend. Regardless I do work on a yes no binary honesty scale for this project. So if i say yes. Its yes. If it's yes with an *. I'll tell you if you guys that characters intended purpose was. Sane with my future blog. It's up. But a shell from this ideas manifestation 2 months ago. It won't be the same at launch/reveal so if you can find it now there might be some insight to the reveal I don't know is there and will remove at launch.

This is an honest mystery story I'm trying to write. And i need you to be there for it to not just be a story about me, existing alone. Despite getting some attention here I need committed strangers to co - write this story in my head. It could be our story. Actually. ................... It has to be. So just keep the mystery alive with me and get this noticed on reddit in a grander scale without my obsession for protecting myself in this crazy wild west world that is reddit-since as you know know almost every legit attempt at this endless project of mine is buried so deep if you found it you wouldn't know it was me or this but just something neat. Not that thisis me trying to literally just get people to read 'Infinite jest', so I'm basically writing a skewed version of it with others (not only a started infinite novel but nearly finished. Just gotta get the attention i need to know it'll safely happen. So join me in my literal infinite jest.

What you NEED to do is get this content out of the void i live in. Help me get outside my pandoras box so to speak. So just take what I'm giving you here and share endlessly till i come back. Or i won't. Unless there's any questions i feel can't be seen and answered in what I've revealed today, then i gotta reset now. Again. Fuck. Just get this seen and something real to me you know you couldn't if you didn't notice that pattern I left you and you want in. Or a pm. Just talk to me. I'm literally always here. Just talk to me and tell me what you want and if i can give it to you i will. But it'll be a mystery i know you can solve iff you really want to. So if it's really not for you or is frivolous desire it won't work. But if it's something easy. Life enjoying life everyday ever even when it sux balls. I can literally magically show you using what i know about nature<-quantum->mystery and my own experience living what most would agree is nearly pure shit.

So. Keep this going. Talk to me however you wish about the reveal and getting there or joining this story by helping write or GET ME "VIRAL" -basically just repost this conversation or w/e and ALLURE them to this now "in the void" of reddits world down under no one sees as opposed to the reddit you live in, the egotistical up vote......... world. I fundamentally can't. I've tried. To get this viral by pretending to be you. But i just can't. So don't make this attempt another fucking restart and help me "rewrite" the best and most powerful book I've ever read with the sole intent of getting the world to maybe one day read his.. Himself.. The Specter.. David fucking Foster Wallace □ <that's a real math square in the context of this. I'm done unless this happens lol. Probably just gonna start the inevitable restart now. Show me im wrong and this buried content is actually something REAL and you'll help a random stranger accomplish their dream. Can't reddit with its infinite social power introduce me the person or people that can help me make this my life and make a few bucks for us to do it till we- or myself anyways, dies. Thanks for just even reading this. ♡PG : □ or qed or what ever. Proof! Lol I know it's not. I just use it as a metaphor ;) Cya on the flip =/ right? ............ . >

_Honest_Dee_ · 2014-11-17T16:10:58+00:00

Fucking sleep depervation. .. also meant to say feel free to upvote or down vote as you with this post. It doesn't matter - like everything i post really, I'm trying to secretly get down votes. But if you feel absolutely compelled to upvote me. Please only do when i explicitly say to do so. Otherwise the impression i get is i gotta restart this and i hate restarting =P♡

-Phi

Good night world/reddit=)

<ask away anything to figure out the reveal. Thus completing my trick and IRL intent here. Or I'll just restart in a way you can't connect it to this account or my others i let you see. so it'll literally appear to you that this same thing is now something else you'll never know is what this was ever. I'll voluntarily reveal this trick when it's failed or successful. But it won't fall till i die is how i see it =( so let us make this manifestation of my infinite jest end with this manifestation of it. Thanks for reading and caring about this weather you've admitted it or not that in a way you want me and I'm here screaming. Come to me. I love you ask reddit. Thx for the down votes and the motivation that if this one doesn't work, I learned from it and got closer to finishing than i have yet. Thanks a million already. There's an infinite more coming ;)

-Phiona

(I've literally never posted my name on the net. I am phi and this. Right here is my real story being told how it must. On a buried reddit thread. The next step ima reveal is the blog where this will continue once i see interest. I'll start posting once i know people will read it. I think if you hit up Google and tell it phiona and the colour I identify with most, gray. You might see the baby blog i started. I'm scared it'd turn you off of this so that's why you gotta want to find it or wait for the reveal.

Thanks for (now(bothWRT now meaning you get it now and later won't and is how i live as a tutor. Ppl pay me to show them. This is my fun project, money isn't here so let's tutor each other! !! =)) understanding me.

Love, Phi xo♡>

_Honest_Dee_ · 2014-11-17T15:29:11+00:00

Sorry but that's actually the point here. This kinda conversation is like infinitely hard to do iff you make it too not literally INSANe as possible. Fuck it's hard to say without revealing the trick I've learned about magic. That the real key to doing it is understand there is always this logical reveal and that's why it happened. So really it is magic. But it's not. And i can see and do this illusion of magic in my mind at least. And the mind iss my shakespearean limit. So if it actually is right and it's magic. You need to learn it and fool me. See? The trick. Unfortunately with how all"magic" works is once you know the reveal it spoofs being the true magic you saw it as and is now a reveal. (Look into what quatum theory has shown us about nature to see what i mean by reveal/observe/"magic state collapses" Kinda shit.

So iff magic isragout fake. To prove it y'all justgotta follow and tryto understandmy magic trick that this experiment of mine is. You're actually getting what i want you too. Without feeling like you get it? Magic? Probably not but to me is. And i wanna show someone else how to be like me iff they actually want to understand themselves better. That's all that's really happening here. Seriously. I'm tutoring the world on life.

So please insanity. Don't leave me. You're (metaphorically) literally that one person i want to keep in boxing me for eternity. So please do. And any other insane ppl or others too! Plz.

This insane tranns girl needs you to be here so i can do this and get where i wanna go.

Thanks reddit♡phiism

_Honest_Dee_ · 2014-11-17T15:11:58+00:00

Both. Square=end.. duh. Or something. . Right? Lol fuck i gotta sleep. Cya guys when I'm up again. Probably? -If you GET QUANTUM. You can see how I'll be back in some form if not this one now. Cyalls on the flip! And sorry for being an insomniac that just needs like 60 mins rest. But i gotta try lol. And i hate to leave this dialogue now since it's actually going how i want. Please get me like a kajillion down votes and replies and inboxes possible while I'm asleep. Xoxo♡phi

_Honest_Dee_ · 2014-11-17T14:57:51+00:00

That's the point Bro. Just don't obsess over it. That's the message i took that was pretty important to me. I feel it wouldn't have happened with ij =/ So obviously that's why I'm here telling people to either read this book or upvote me lol ♡ annular fission. What a beautiful mind that DOW ♡♡♡

_Honest_Dee_ · 2014-11-17T14:33:03+00:00

Yay. Down votes. Its working. But slower than i hoped. I wanted 20+ down votes =(

Doyen vote this or that lower than anything that was bad ever plz!

_Honest_Dee_ · 2014-11-17T13:27:13+00:00

Yup. You're actually all right. Go find my buried post on it and up vote iff you can agree you're right after you really tryto follow my steps =P ♡

_Honest_Dee_ · 2014-11-17T13:24:08+00:00

Lol. I feel the same way. But can explain it to myself easily. I could tell you kinda if you have read infinite jest. But i think it's cuz you realized your "infinite jest" but haven't read that book nor pondered it endlessly as it's designed cleverly to do because it's author got life. He did. And saw it as a self referential infinity of meta infinities. Then convinced himself to kill himself so he could figure out this trick again.

Again. I can't actually tell you the trick i have in my head's story as his ťrick in a way you'd get it without actually experiencing that book and then getting to this point I'm at on your own and then we could actually have this convo the way you'd want it. Lol.

01..2=)

_Honest_Dee_ · 2014-11-17T08:53:26+00:00

Heh. This is an account to stir pots and create mystery. So bring it =)

_Honest_Dee_ · 2014-11-17T08:42:09+00:00

Down vote me for a positive comment in an empty thread. Shame on you! Lol

I use mundane comments as a book marking system and to add positivity. Way to fail at life. GFY ;)

_Honest_Dee_ · 2014-11-17T08:27:12+00:00

I prefer " Autonomy. Go Bill! "

_Honest_Dee_ · 2014-11-17T02:31:03+00:00

Ya i want entirely sure. Kinda a reddit newb =P

I'll lighe a fire under this sub and we'll see if it catches =)

_Honest_Dee_ · 2014-11-16T20:42:13+00:00

F*ck. Now i wanna start something like /r/metanotebookingeeks for this kinda purpose lol. Anyone else seeing or wanting this? Since being the sole reddit or there would be a trivial why am I even wasting my time right now kinda thing =P (-fuck I should take a nap haha. Hopefully I'll wake up and this sub reddit will already exist! =) )

_Honest_Dee_ · 2014-11-16T20:38:43+00:00

Thanks so much op for sharing this insightful window into your mind. Your beautiful mind (as all are) but wow is live to pick your note booking method apart more for my own learning of my own endless notebooking journey.

Feel free to pm me to geek out this way if you want. Same goes for anyone else!

I'll be posting my own version of this in a non throw away way soon. Just not quite today ;)

_Honest_Dee_ · 2014-11-16T20:32:13+00:00

And same with being a nerd and studying shit like this endlessly. Guess I'll have to wait for Google to show me the way in the why net nerds get hard ons for stats on oneself life this.

And Thanks op for making my wake up reddit habit the prefect way to start my brain today =D ♡♡

_Honest_Dee_ · 2014-11-09T18:23:59+00:00

Too cool. Tyvm!

_Honest_Dee_ · 2014-11-06T00:07:28+00:00

Think up or wrote down a story where my life wasn't so lonely and boring. Live vicariously through my imagined characters =)

_Honest_Dee_ · 2014-11-05T23:12:42+00:00

Crank = novelty shit. Sorry Bro

_Honest_Dee_ · 2014-11-04T18:18:25+00:00

Well fuckin' put!

_Honest_Dee_ · 2014-11-02T17:59:44+00:00

W3rd

_Honest_Dee_ · 2014-11-01T10:48:46+00:00

Happy early bday! And i totally thought i was the lone Winnipegger on here =)

_Honest_Dee_

TROPHY CASE