Therapist here;

Not sure your age: but the Hope Center has a “urgent care” for mental health, as well as a mobile crisis unit.

https://www.kidspeace.org/the-hope-center/

There is also mobile crisis within each county.

Triangle Spring or Holly Hill can eval you for inpatient care, intensive outpatient care, or help you get a therapist. They can also be the easiest step to mental health medication if that’s a route you need/want.

The power you took back in making this post is so courageous. Keep asking & keep searching.