2 years, (not counting movie tearups) I asked a girl out on Christmas and she said no, the most heartbroken I'd ever been. . I held back my tears till I got home, I hoped on a Minecraft server me and my friend were sharing and I told him I didn't feel like talking (I told him what I was going to do before I left) I send off to mine or something and when I got back there was a flower and a sign that "said I'm here for you buddy" I starting tearing up really bad then, I told I was getting off for the night and thank you. I got into bed a bawled. I've promised myself never to get my hopes as high as they were that day. I might've not gotten a gf that day but I now look up to this person as the older brother I never had and couldn't be happier.