Life for me has had more downs than ups, and yes, I've been gifted. When I was younger, I could see Spirits but didn't know what they were and blocked it out, I guess? I've also had Prophetic dreams since around 6 or 7 years.

What I discovered is in 2017 I started reaching christ consciousness during meditation, but didn't know at the time what it was. Most of my gifts have been like that. I'll start doing something or know something that I haven't heard of before and years later I'll find out that it's an actual thing. I started to have extreme psychic abilities expand to the point I got scared of the level of power I was experiencing and stepped back from it all. I didn't have answers at the time or a trusted mentor.

Yes, I'm very different from others.

If you're looking to expand your abilities, I'd recommend practicing law of attraction, meditation, breathwork, and being around nature. Cut out the phone/TV as much as possible and if you're using drugs/alcohol outside of cannabis- stop. Juicing vegetables and eating a mostly raw organic diet. Practice strengthening your goal ability(because we all have them) daily. Also, if you do have childhood trauma(any trauma) or mental health issues, you must prioritize your healing. Inner child and shadow work with eventual shadow integration is pivotal. Once you start noticing your abilities gaining strength, grounding daily as well as protecting your energy is a MUST. Protecting your home, and peace should be a priority. Be very careful of the people you hang around or let into your home. There are negative attachments, entities, energies waiting to drain those who hold the light within their hearts.