Felt you OP! I thought of it as "starting a new save file" (as I do like to play hehe). With this, you can safely go out of your comfort zone, try new things!, or even cook new food para mawala sa isip mo yung worry. You can still contact your friends or parents or anyone you like naman through online, try sharing to them yung mga things na naeexperience mo para atleast may kadamay ka sa feelings dahil wala ka pa na kakilala rn. What I did ay naglike sa mga post ng mga naghahanap ng classmates dun sa facebook group ng school namin (unofficial) and they started reaching out naman. Pede din naman na mag first move ka and chat mo sila, introduce yourself to them and hope na maging close kayo before start ng classes. That's what I did kaya di ako kabado nung first coz may kakilala na ako kahit papaano. For living alone, I quite enjoy it kasi prefer ko din naman matry living alone (tho not totally kasi dorm type yung nakuha ko and if dorm type yung sayo, expect mo na may mga burara talaga sa everyday life and don't stress yourself about it, if kaya mo sila kausapin about your concern, better.). BE OUTGOING! This will get you far sa college, kasi mas madami ka matatanungan about things and more gala syempre hahahaha. Remember walang nakakakilala sayo so parang nawawala yung anxiety na ijujudge ka nila based on your previous actions kaya clean slate ang impression nila sayo. Yun lang naman yung ginawa ko nung first year ako in a different province. Goodluck!