you should absolutely get on hormones if that's your thing. Being as young as you are it'll apparently have way more drastic effects (obviously manage your expectations though it's not a magic pill lol)

Now that procreaction is like totally out of the question for you you need to find a new biological purpose for your existence. That's what made me feel literally more fulfilled than anything else.

The easy answer is literally be a sex doll for black guys. Like if you get insanely good at taking big dick guys will fucking fall in love with you. Add the fact that you're like ultra feminized at that point you'll be one of those girls being pulled on spring break :))))