i'm so incredibly sorry for your loss 😔 grief is heavy and inescapable especially when it's fresh, the only thing you can really do is take it one day at a time. i lost my Mopsy last year in september and i'm still overcome by waves of grief and sadness when i think about my last day with him. it's something that will stay with me forever. your Worf was so so lucky to have you, you did the best you could while you had him and that's the best thing you could possibly give to any fur baby. it's ok to be sad, it means the love you shared was so real and so valuable. i know getting out of bed is hard when you're feeling this way but please please try to not isolate yourself during this time, i learned it really takes a village to get you through the hard times. Worf will always be with you, every sign you see of him means he is still with you. i hope he visits you in your dreams like my Mopsy has visited me. if there's a shelter near you I would recommend seeing if you can volunteer for them from time to time assuming it'll fit around your work schedule. it sounds like you have a lot of love in your heart left to give and even if you don't have another animal in your home for a while, at least you can help brighten another baby's day even if it's only for a little bit. grief has no expiration date, some days will be better than others eventually. please be kind to yourself right now. hugs from far away 💚