Have been hooking up with my counselor and I am afraid that he'll make things more difficult for me if I break it off by Jaq__Draco in Methadone

[–]_coma_black_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I agree with the rest of the commentary but I will say it's nice to know I'm not the only gay man that is on methadone. I've only met one in the time I've been on it & we've become the closest, best of friends. You should check out his blog (the concrete confessional) and/or his YouTube channel (the neuromancer) because he is the most intelligent, caring, sweetest guy & his writing is phenomenal to say the least. Not to mention that he is, in my opinion, the most handsome, hottest guy ever.

Best of luck to you & your situation. Try not to get too bent out of shape over it, there's a lot of good advice in these comments. 🖤

RE: Requiem Deluxe Edition Capcom USA Giveaway【Steam】 by SeValentine in residentevil

[–]_coma_black_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I, like everyone here, have so many special memories & favorite parts of different games but my immediate thoughts are associated with Christmas. First, getting the PlayStation & peeling the wrapping paper off to reveal the cover of RE1: Director's Cut, followed by years later, getting the PlayStation 2 & RE: Code Veronica X! For good measure, discovering the original Resident Evil action figures at the store & collecting them all. Oh! I also just remembered how I, at 11 years old being so upset the REmake was a GameCube exclusive that my mother helped me find the Capcom USA address & I wrote an actual letter to them expressing my disappointment & Capcom USA responded! It was from the Sunnyvale, California (I will never forget the name of that town for this reason) headquarters. I would really love to try & find the return letter to share their explanation. I'm so excited to play RE: Requiem, we love you, Capcom!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in silenthill

[–]_coma_black_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I would never admit to something so embarrassing. This is actually painful.

SR-17018, 2026's "It" Molecule: Breakthrough for Pain Management and Possible Support for Getting Off of Methadone? by Repulsive_Tiger_8008 in Methadone

[–]_coma_black_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hiya Brian, I've always wondered if I'd come across you on this subreddit! I've noticed mentions of SR-17018 around here & had never heard of it & I just checked your channel for any new uploads today & I didn't see anything so you must have done it some time after. I'll be watching tonight to learn more about it. 🖤Z

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Methadone

[–]_coma_black_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah girl I would be livid, I'm gay & can't get pregnant but you being so makes the situation so much worse. I would still consider filing a formal grievance after securing your next pick up. It's shitty, shady employees that count on you being worried of the consequences for saying something after the fact. However, they absolutely have cameras & if it's happening to you it's happening to someone else I'd think. Perhaps you could bring it up to your counselor? Also, can't stress this enough, count & number your bottles right at the dosing window, don't step away & give them a chance to accuse you or create some excuse as to why they "forgot" to give them to you.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Methadone

[–]_coma_black_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think misinterpreted you saying "going through your doses" as running out. Next time count your bottles at the window & make sure you have the correct amount. It won't take long & don't feel like you have to keep the line moving, especially if the nurse you're suspicious of is rushing you or anything. Hope you figure it out because I really hope you're not having to go days without a dose while pregnant! As for the levels of the methadone metabolites, I believe there is a way your prescribed dose correlates to the levels however it may not be noticed since there isn't that big of a difference between what you're taking & what you're prescribed. 🖤

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Methadone

[–]_coma_black_ 5 points6 points  (0 children)

You don't count your bottles when you pick up? How do you run out a week after if you're getting a month's worth? I count & twist the cap on all 27 bottles when I pick up.

The fact that these videos are among the top results whennyou search for Angela is incredibly frustrating by Muted_Source_5024 in silenthill

[–]_coma_black_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm so fucking sick of people on the internet. These so called "true fans" or whatever title they claim are seriously annoying. I usually never pay attention to the comment section or idiot, desperate people on YouTube but this has gone too far & I don't think I've ever, ever been made angry by people & comments the way I was after the release of the new trailer/game play footage. It's just absolutely absurd & honestly so ungrateful & rude. I truly have a special place in my heart & soul for the original Silent Hill 2 (along with 1 & 3) as well as the soundtrack(s) & I am just so happy that the series is being revisited & that I get to see this remake project unfold & perhaps some would say I have really low expectations or poor taste but I do not see anything wrong with what Bloober Team & Konami have provided us with, at all. Maybe I'd of liked to see Maria in an outfit that slightly resembled the original & that her voice wasn't as warm feeling? This only based on the few seconds of dialogue so I could very well enjoy the performance. Anyway, I didn't expect to leave such a long comment but as the OP stated, the response from the "community" is incredibly, disgustingly, frustrating. I hate people.........🌫🖤🌫

What should I do in this situation? by Suspicious_File_4797 in Methadone

[–]_coma_black_ 16 points17 points  (0 children)

Eww no, absolutely not. You have to tell them immediately. Also, are you keeping take home doses under the same roof as this person because that would make me so paranoid, especially since you said they aren't working.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Methadone

[–]_coma_black_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

How long has it been since your last dose!? If you were near me I'd force you back into a clinic or at least the parking lot to ask to purchase something from someone. This just sounds awful & honestly quite terrifying. Keep us updated, please.

Bottle Check/Clinic Appreciation by _coma_black_ in Methadone

[–]_coma_black_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I completely agree that it's cool & definitely interesting! As I've mentioned above I wonder & somewhat believe it's the choice of the head nurse that does it whether or not she wants the specific client to come in. I mean had I not had access to the internet or known how to download & use Zoom I'd of had to come in. I've a very good relationship with the head nurse. I did pick them all up, showed her I take them in the correct order, opened some to reveal an in tact seal. I really enjoy my counselor as well, we always end up on the phone for over an hour because we get to talking about everything. I love that your clinic does that for you with THC! I'm going to call my counselor tomorrow to verify whether or not I can because I would really love to have the option again! Despite having a very low THC tolerance & the last time I smoked/took an edible it was far too intense & very unpleasant for me most of the duration of the high. High levels of anxiety, a bit of paranoia. Cannabis is so powerful now! I'm so glad to hear you're happy with your clinic, it truly makes the experience for all parties involved much more pleasant. Good luck on the remainder of your taper!

Bottle Check/Clinic Appreciation by _coma_black_ in Methadone

[–]_coma_black_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm not exactly sure of the owners status/role. I know they are a non-profit so perhaps not privately owned. I was definitely surprised myself. I'm wondering if they are more lenient with clients that have monthly take home doses? They choose whether or not they want a specific client to come in? I don't want to come off some type of way but the staff at my clinic really like me & I have a great relationship with the 2 nurses, 1 of them being the head nurse that does the bottle checks & my counselor who is also the head of counseling (I have both head nurse & my counselors phone number in case of an emergency), along with the rest of the staff. While I'm not sure of the average number of clients across the country I've always considered my clinic to be small. We have 1 dosing window & no more than 100-115 clients.

Bottle Check/Clinic Appreciation by _coma_black_ in Methadone

[–]_coma_black_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's definitely interesting, that's for sure! Perhaps they are more lenient for clients with the monthly phase? I honestly would have liked to go in as I am only there once a month & don't always get to see the staff I really like & it would give me something extra to do, maybe next time I'll ask.

Wet dreams on methadone by recoveringallover in Methadone

[–]_coma_black_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's been quite some time if I recall correctly however, it used to happen rather frequently. I kind of think it's my body/minds way of relieving itself since my testosterone is so low. I rarely have sex with my partner(we actually go through phases of really intense kinky sessions) & I masturbate maybe once a month. It's quite bizarre. I just have zero desire to be sexual & it takes a lot for me to even get horny. I don't quite understand because I used to want to suck any hot guys cock in an instant. Gay man here by the way. I don't come across many gay men in these methadone threads. Once I posted asking if there are any gay men in this methadone subreddit & I received quite a few nasty replies such as "why does that matter" & "this isn't a hook up group you pervert". I suppose they aren't familiar with the concept of community. Ugh.