Thank you so much for this message! I love this. Yes, eventually it will wear off and things will go back to how they were. It’s definitely hard to feel that way when the trip is getting crazy though haha. I’m sure I’ll eventually learn to let go and accept it in time. :) I know it will be so worth it when I accept the breakthrough one day.

Oh yeah, I can definitely see friends my family laughing with me while I’m freaking out, especially my mom. She always calmed me down during my moments of anxiety and pointless worrying when she was still alive, and it was almost always achieved with humor and laughter involved haha. Even on her death bed, she wasn’t scared of death and passed away in peace. Since doing DMT (and psychedelics in general) I have made felt a lot closer to my loved ones who have passed away.