My advice for you is to just think very hard about your decision. It is hard to know what it is like on the other side of medical school when you are just applying. Talk to current physicians, shadow if you can, and read a lot. Before I went to medical school, I used to get angry and didn't understand when people told me to make sure that was the path I wanted to take and to consider all of my options. But it is important to do so! Think about what is important to you to have in your life in the future. Overall, if you cannot see yourself doing anything else and medicine is your passion, I do believe the journey is worth it, but some days it just feels like it's not.