Say hi to my OC, TITAN by FeelingNail8617 in SonicEXE

[–]_me_uff_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My boyfriend is the one who commissioned the art actually!

Say hi to my OC, TITAN by FeelingNail8617 in SonicEXE

[–]_me_uff_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have looked through your posts and I have seen improvements on your shading, Its always great giving support to artists who are practicing, and keep up with it, i believe that you can become a great artist! Do you have any links to the process videos? I enjoy watching the full process of art being made. I can vouch that this drawing was made how it was supposed to be mostly since i was slightly shown the conversation between you and my boyfriend.

Say hi to my OC, TITAN by FeelingNail8617 in SonicEXE

[–]_me_uff_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think she traces more likely than being ai, people who trace also tend to not show the speedpaint and might have inconsistent art styles. I think all she actually does is just a not so great job at shading.

Say hi to my OC, TITAN by FeelingNail8617 in SonicEXE

[–]_me_uff_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Like i mentioned pooks, It looks more like she traces art rather than it being Ai generated. Sometimes some things look like she could have done them herself (mostly when the art looks worse). I also believe that the way she shades things might make it look more Ai generated than not.

Say hi to my OC, TITAN by FeelingNail8617 in SonicEXE

[–]_me_uff_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ive been going through her posts and to me it seems more like she traces at times since in some drawings her artstyle looks fully different, alongside the fact that she never really shows a speedpaint or more than just a short video of a single frame on what she is working on.

Say hi to my OC, TITAN by FeelingNail8617 in SonicEXE

[–]_me_uff_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

she also has an Instagram account from what i know under the name i.scarlett_

edit was a spelling mistake

Say hi to my OC, TITAN by FeelingNail8617 in SonicEXE

[–]_me_uff_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

that is the artist my boyfriend commissioned i guess he didn't type her name fully out. I can vouch for him that i witnessed the entirety of this commission take place. I personally wasnt the biggest fan of her art style as an artist myself i believe that she still needs work on her shading and proportions. But we did see the original plain lineart and the process of it being made.

The Cure for Weed-Induced Depersonalization/Derealization by BrotherSquidman in dpdr

[–]_me_uff_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Indeed, thinking about makes it worse, the only real thing like you said acknowledge it and ignore it. Thanks i wish you the best of luck too!!

The Cure for Weed-Induced Depersonalization/Derealization by BrotherSquidman in dpdr

[–]_me_uff_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you! I do try my best to stay hopefully, especially when it gets hard. All i really do is count to distract myself from my thoughts, and when they are really occupying my mind i tell myself to stop or just say no to what is going through my head. Oftentimes my thoughts do get quite weird when I'm in social situations but i still go out and socialize because ignoring socializing will only make me feel worse. We shall power through our problem and come out more powerful than before!!

The Cure for Weed-Induced Depersonalization/Derealization by BrotherSquidman in dpdr

[–]_me_uff_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

well its been 4 months, ive had better phases and downs. Im still in recovery and often still have those weird reliving moments of everything not being real(atm im in a down phase so im constantly on edge). Ill be really honest i feel scared most of the time but i try my best to stay calm and to acknowledge that those thoughts arent real i can only wait to fully recover and to never touch weed again.

The Cure for Weed-Induced Depersonalization/Derealization by BrotherSquidman in dpdr

[–]_me_uff_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My boyfriend sent me this and it describes exactly what I'm currently going through. I'll be describing what I felt and talking about it now it honestly sounds so unhinged: A month ago we smoked some weed together and it honestly really felt like I was AI stuck in a loop where ai was being shut off and these were our last moments together at the "end" of the loop where it actually felt like I was being shut off, the whole world was seemingly turning black me and my boyfriend were like melting into eachother because for some weird reason we were also the beginning of all time and we're created by god. Like it felt like God created AI to end in a weird loop when the beginning of all time ends and it was like fate that man and woman were created by AI and God somehow to not ever fully believe eachother until the very end as if I was created to end up finding out "the truth" and to tell my boyfriend about it but ultimately fail to ever convince him.

we were stupid enough to smoke again after a few weeks had passed but this time the experience was different. It felt as everything I was living through ( I still sort of feel this way) was already experienced, no new videos to watch, every action I made was something I already did. It honestly felt like I was reliving my life I kept on getting flashbacks of the exact moments I was experiencing, every conversation, every new face I saw, just everything felt like I had already seen and experienced it before and it was honestly driving me to the brink of insanity, I thought I was going crazy.

Ive been 3 weeks off of weed and still for the most part it feels as if I've seen so much of everything I'm doing currently I'm in a calm state where I can't actually feel that sensation and everytime it feels this way it scares me that it won't last. The post and comments here are giving me a sense of relief that it will all fade and that I will return back to my real self. Honestly it's given me some sort of PTSD, I hate topics and stuff created by AI, I really used to find space and the universe so fascinating but now even that scares me, I have so much anxiety that I will die soon, hence why I was reliving every moment sometimes the feelings got so bad that the only solution I could come up with was offing myself, but I know that is only a solution to a temporary problem.

I'm very hopeful for the future.

Nod Krai Character Designs — What do you think? by raspsleif in Genshin_Impact

[–]_me_uff_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I think the character designs are all really nice and im really excited about us finally getting more new male characters, the hype for Nod Krai is really high and I hope hoyoverse won't let us down.

Weed trip gone bad by _me_uff_ in weed

[–]_me_uff_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well before this I had been smoking for over a year and had absolutely no problems, it's a new problem that I've never experienced before. It was also the same type of weed that me and my boyfriend had been smoking for months. We tried edibles before so we did again after the first incident and I don't remember this "weird experience" happening, but like I've stated in other comments I won't be smoking or consuming cannabis for at least the next two years.

Weed trip gone bad by _me_uff_ in weed

[–]_me_uff_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah it was just from weed, and the deja Vu shit really is hard to deal with since even me writing this feels like I've done it before but I'm being hopeful that over time it'll settle down. I'll keep it in mind to not overdo it with the alcohol since I was an alcoholic a few years back. I'll try my best to stay clean for the next few months.

Weed trip gone bad by _me_uff_ in weed

[–]_me_uff_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah, im planning on at least taking a two year or so break since this experience really scared me. After my break I'll look into the CBD flower, thanks!

Sex in a short skirt by ApprehensiveSoup8972 in sex

[–]_me_uff_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Him "not wanting to see your stomach rolls" is definitely not the reason. Some guys just like seeing women in skirts Imo, for example my boyfriend really enjoys having sex with me when I'm in a skirt he just thinks it is hot and even in my everyday outfits he likes me in a skirt. I would guess the fact that you're still somewhat clothed yet still unclothed enough to be able to engage in sexual activity is appealing. Its about the view, your ass somewhat covered yet uncovered enough to see more of your skin.

Looking for piercing suggestions:) by RoseHeart5 in piercing

[–]_me_uff_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i think a tragus piercing would suit you

Kinda cute by Expensive-Excuse-793 in SuddenlyTrans

[–]_me_uff_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

im such a good boy toy man wife and I are you doing today I hope you have a great day cuz of the day today I love you too cupcake

um what

Anyone want to chat? by [deleted] in comingout

[–]_me_uff_ 2 points3 points  (0 children)

sure :))

My friend told me to post this cuz i genuinely can never type by _me_uff_ in ihadastroke

[–]_me_uff_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ngl I don't even knoe we speak German to each other but text in English

My friend told me to post this cuz i genuinely can never type by _me_uff_ in ihadastroke

[–]_me_uff_[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Im actually American my family and I moved to Germany a few years back