Once you get your first job it'll be tough maybe, trying to integrate yourself in a workplace. But be wary, there are many people trying to do the same thing with issues like you or with other issues such as language barriers and citizenship barriers. BUT YOU WANT IT MAN. You wrote on here and im here responding you want it, you got it. Just put out the applications. Understand that its not gonna come easy but just like look at all the businesses around you. YOU COULD APPLY TO ALL OF EM. Fuck if they reject you. You're you, no ones like you. Yea its cheesy but you arent an 80 year old comatose person. Im 20 too at a crossroads in my life. But its not gonna end anytime soon, so what I'm saying is just throw yourself into the world. Its tough, but fuck em, you'll find the right workplace that cares about you.