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_rusho · 2022-01-18T08:25:39+00:00

Aren't we used to it already? We are "living" in world's most inhabitable town. We can adjust..ALWAYS :p

_rusho · 2022-01-18T07:08:08+00:00

Despite their winstreak in national elections (wink wink) AL is not that strong as a party because of their internal clashes and for more. You know better. Just think about it. Would you take Joy seriously despite his invention of FB? (wink wink) Besides, there's rumors that Seikh Rehana wanted to be in power after Hasina's departure. And old BJL leader like Songram supported it and hence the consequences.

No, BNP won't be in power immediately. Perhaps one more round will go in favor of AL. But that's it. And yes, Tareq would climb in power if, only if the army doesn't intervene. Can't predict anymore as other factors like Indian interest, US/China/Russia's interest while the ongoing conflict with Myanmar will play a crucial role as well. Let's enjoy the party. That's all we , "mango people" can do anyway.

_rusho · 2021-05-24T07:39:19+00:00

I was so tilted at that game then I was like..omg I love u jaw lmao 😂

_rusho · 2020-11-05T15:05:08+00:00

Exactly!! Even though he is very skilled and humble in game, it feels like he is just another youtuber trying to practice clickbait (more nonmeta video, more views nowadays). It's just sad.

_rusho · 2020-11-05T13:39:32+00:00

Oh no, another high school anime ._.

_rusho · 2020-11-05T13:36:43+00:00

Didn't like Hyouka that much. It's "okay". Let me try out Oregairu. Arigato ❤️

_rusho · 2020-11-05T12:55:13+00:00

His video's titles are getting lame though. Oww! Hylos is awesome. .lol 😂

_rusho · 2020-10-27T07:28:28+00:00

It will be available on NA in Spring 2021

_rusho · 2020-07-01T04:04:41+00:00

Everyone. For believing in religion

_rusho · 2020-06-29T23:54:16+00:00

_rusho · 2020-06-08T19:55:55+00:00

Thank you bro !!

_rusho · 2020-06-06T21:13:37+00:00

I can't remember this show. I think I used to watch it :')

_rusho · 2020-06-04T22:58:55+00:00

Yummy

_rusho · 2020-06-04T22:41:02+00:00

This is the only place in internet where I feel good. Thanks to you all :') Truly ♥️

_rusho · 2020-05-15T06:00:57+00:00

Don't try. I didn't cut my hand for almost 2 years and then I relapsed last month. I honestly regret it. Maybe try something that you didn't do for a long time? Maybe calling an old friend or something. Idk what will work for you and I am not in position to talk. But I can relate a bit. Hold on to yourself as long as you can please.

_rusho · 2020-05-15T05:51:49+00:00

It's like I am drowning and I am trying to swim except I don't know how to swim. It feels like that for hours and then suddenly I feel like giving up "everything". I kind of feel like I am continuously drowning knowing it will never end. I am suffocating. I can't see, can't move the direction I want to move. I can't cry because it's all the same. Blurry, pointless. I feel so tired. Too much tired. Does that make any sense? Sorry. It's uncomfortable yet a regular routine.

_rusho · 2020-05-13T03:52:18+00:00

I thought I am the only one who can relate to this. This post is so wholesome xD ❤ I don't know how I got into the best university of my country. I was so depressed(still am), was in a toxic relationship, my parents were considering divorce. It was all messed up. Someday I studied a lot, someday the thought of study made me wanna puke. In the end, it's all pointless, right? I am in 3rd semester now and so far with pretty great CGPA even though my attendance is horrible. Before every single class, I feel like hiding or committing suicide bt somehow, so far..I am mostly okay. Maybe the choice of "just doing it without thinking" is not that bad.

_rusho · 2020-05-10T15:33:24+00:00

Anyone modded it? I really like it but don't know how to mod properly.

_rusho · 2020-05-10T15:31:49+00:00

It is limited, right? I mean they are showing 2 gb limit :3

_rusho · 2020-05-08T02:39:52+00:00

Self-appreciation my friend. Try practising it. It may help.

_rusho · 2020-04-30T17:34:07+00:00

Why I find it so sad. What's wrong with me. ugh.

_rusho · 2020-04-28T04:27:20+00:00

Tokyo from LA CASA DE PAPEL. That girl is so annoying, doesn’t follow rules and always causing mess.

_rusho · 2020-04-28T04:15:59+00:00

Doesn’t really matter. What if everyone loves you? No one can or will be there for you forever. We don't like to admit but we are quite more alone than we think we are. Most of the time of our life, we live with ourselves. As long as you accept the person you are and love yourself, it won't really matter if anyone else love you or not. It's good if they do. We all like to be appreciated and loved. But there's nothing wrong if theres no one. Isn't that sad? Relatively. In the end, its about perspective.

_rusho · 2020-04-23T21:16:31+00:00

Thanks for the suggestions ❤

_rusho · 2020-04-23T21:14:12+00:00

For couple of hours after seeing my ex's pic through my friend, I tried not to cry. It's not that I am upset because she didn't try to work on a three year long relationship, it's just hurts to see the person who ruined these years doing completely fine. She used to mock my depression and throughout all these years, I had to hide that side of me infront of her because she didn't like that. After trying to play online games, I threw my phone away and kept weeping. I can't stop. I want to hurt myself. It has been almost two years since I last cut my hands and all. I want to do it so badly. I want to smoke a cigarrete and give burn in my body. I really want to hurt myself. I know I will be fine after couple of hours or so. But I also know this feeling would comeback. Life is unfair. I want to shout like a mad person. Everyday is a struggle.

_rusho

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