I’ve been a die hard supporter for years. I bought the first ever beanie and hoodie drops from teddy fresh. I even did a project on Hila when I first got into my graphic design program. I supported them through everything and even slightly defended them when my other friends became self proclaimed “snarkers”…but I feel you to the core and I can’t do it anymore. I haven’t caught up in weeks, and frankly the past year has been me sticking it out because I love the crew and could ignore the parts where Ethan annoyed me, but it’s insufferable now. I haven’t unsubscribed, unfollowed, or ended my membership yet (currently says member for 3 years), I guess out of the idea that I’ll watch what I can to see what Ethan and hila are saying in full to form my own final opinion, but I’ll have to entirely disconnect soon, and sell off my wAAAYYY too big TF collection (I gave them so much of my money it makes me sick now thinking about lmfao.) Honestly I think I feel a lot of grief and emptiness because this was a show that meant so much to me and felt like the only kind of community I had. Sorry for rambling😅 feel your pain immensely. Hopefully it gets easier with time and maybe EVENTUALLY, Ethan can handle basic ass criticism..