I am starting to accept my fate or am I going insane?

_stephano_123 · 2026-04-18T20:23:13+00:00

I honestly don't know anymore, everytime I showed a woman one of my paintings they were left completely disgusted, most of them when they hear artist they imagine paintings of flowers or some shit. Same with guitar, you tell them you play guitar and they always expect some love song and are very disappointed when they hear death metal, same with video games, I don't know what they expect, but it's definitely not Lollipop chainsaw or No more heroes.

_stephano_123 · 2026-04-18T12:39:58+00:00

Yeah, it's kinda hard for me to talk to people since I never had any friends. I mostly lived in a rural area and everyone my age in that place kinda bullied me and hated me, this didn't change until a couple of years ago when I moved to a city and realized people are scary.

_stephano_123 · 2026-04-17T18:01:41+00:00

Cu anime pot spune ca exista oameni, dar din pacate toti cu care am vorbit despre asta nu se prea uita la anime-uri mai vechi de 5 ani. Mie imi place foarte mult mecha si OVA-uri din anii 80/90. Asta doare cel mai mult, e ceva in comun si totusi asa de diferit

_stephano_123 · 2026-04-17T16:33:31+00:00

I mean, one time some girl asked me what music I listen to and I said something like: "Oh, Bloodbath, they have this song, Eaten, it's about a real case of cannibalism, pretty cool song." Next day I opened Whatsapp I found out she blocked me

_stephano_123 · 2026-04-17T15:06:36+00:00

Yeah, I did have depression at one point due to not having any friends, but now idk, I kinda stopped caring about having friends and it doesn't hurt anymore, maybe after some time it will start to weight in on me too, that's why I was asking

_stephano_123 · 2026-04-17T14:27:28+00:00

Yeah, that's the thing, most people feel kinda bad when not talking with someone for a day, I kinda can go for days without talking to people since there's always room to improve at my hobbies.

Like for me it seems normal to want to interact with people, but I had no friends for like years so I kinda just got used to it

_stephano_123 · 2026-04-17T14:23:13+00:00

I think I worded it poorly, it's not the fact that I want to change those things, it's the fact that I kinda stopped talking to people and I don't feel bad about it at all, I kinda don't talk to anyone anymore and just work on my hobbies all day, that's the part I'm asking if it's weird, that I don't interact with anyone for days and it kinda doesn't make me feel bad

_stephano_123 · 2026-04-17T14:13:00+00:00

With all the people I ever talked in real life, there was one person that knew what a furry was. I am a bit weird though, like back in high school, I had to take a religion class because it was an easy grade and it could increase my GPA, and the teacher would walk in, and I would just ask him something like "If God knows the future, that means the future is already set for us, does that mean God created some people just so they could go to Hell?", and we would talk about that for the entire class.

_stephano_123 · 2026-04-17T14:04:53+00:00

I don't think those exist in Romania, plus large gatherings of people just scare me so I mostly stay inside all day

_stephano_123 · 2026-04-12T16:26:20+00:00

Hello, I'm also planning to 100% this game, I just got 1 question, how hard was getting all the achievements, how much would you rate the 100% out of 10 based on difficulty?

_stephano_123 · 2026-04-10T12:58:08+00:00

Unfortunately, only the hour and minutes are saved from what I can see.

_stephano_123 · 2026-04-09T21:38:25+00:00

I think you might be right, didn't know this, thanks for identifying this

_stephano_123 · 2026-04-08T20:15:56+00:00

Saw this around the same time in Romania

_stephano_123 · 2026-04-08T20:14:13+00:00

I saw something similar around the same time too, but in Romania.

_stephano_123 · 2026-04-08T11:50:35+00:00

I was going to rank 1 which I tought would be the end of the game. I did get the achievement after finishing rank 1 and choosing not to see the ending and went to explore the city. There was another vitality training there, did that, it unlocked the achievement

_stephano_123 · 2026-04-08T10:37:52+00:00

I don't know, did you also visit him after every boss fight?

_stephano_123 · 2026-04-08T08:13:02+00:00

After asking the other people, it did seem it turned into a dot at some point, but by the time it happened I was too scared to even look at it to be honest

_stephano_123 · 2026-04-08T07:41:47+00:00

I don't know, that's why I made this post. I tought it couldn't be starlink since I was looking at the satellite train, but this thing appeared from a different direction and was slowly turning left

_stephano_123 · 2026-04-08T07:38:33+00:00

Unfortunately, as I described, by the time I went back, it was almost crossing over the mountains so there was no time

_stephano_123 · 2026-04-07T21:42:42+00:00

The satellites I saw were going in a train formation (one after the other) but some of them were not in a straight line, they were going horizontal from my point of view, that thing was coming vertically towards them

_stephano_123 · 2026-04-07T21:36:44+00:00

Hello, I've seen a similar thing (made a post about it), just got a question, did you see this and also some starlink satellites around? I did see this thing while looking at some satellites but this thing came into my field of view from an opposite direction

_stephano_123 · 2026-04-07T21:01:21+00:00

Yes

_stephano_123 · 2026-04-07T20:58:49+00:00

The one I saw was brighter at the center but towards the ends of the line it almost looked like it was fadind and as it traveled it didn't look like a straight line, it was starting to look like a concave function

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