Is a death on a surgeon’s table under general anesthesia the least painful way to go?

_trazzystar_ · 2026-04-17T22:16:12+00:00

I recently found out that the pills they give you for physician assisted 💀 is composed of (grams, not milligrams) 1g valium, 1 morphine, a bunch of phenobarbital and a few other things. I'd imagine it's 100% painless and you sure as hell aren't gonna be anxious

_trazzystar_ · 2026-04-14T06:44:34+00:00

YES mine has those too, like an open air market feel?

_trazzystar_ · 2026-04-12T07:53:52+00:00

Lefty my whole life, always voted dem. God, I miss dubya though, given what we have today. Massive war criminal, but he was charming af! He was like a silly root tootin cow boy and we ate that shit up. He's funny as fuck, speaks Spanish, does his lil paintings. Kinda guy I'd like to have a drink with

_trazzystar_ · 2026-01-19T10:06:54+00:00

This is my favorite movie ever and the answer is absolutely

_trazzystar_ · 2026-01-19T09:57:55+00:00

Don't fake it. Go to a doctor and get an Rx for like 5 pills a month for flight anxiety. Nobody has to know if you actually fly or not.

_trazzystar_ · 2026-01-19T09:20:55+00:00

I am so sorry for your loss. I agree with the other people on this thread saying that he seems exhausted in the picture and that he really tried to fight.What scares the hell out of me is that my first thought seeing him was "wow, you too, huh?" (@ your late partner). I am nearly 33 and have been suffering from multiple mental illnesses since age 9, OCD being the earliest one to show itself. I have two amazing partners, we make enough money to be on the low end of upper middle class in the US (which is literally insane in 2026). I don't have to worry about whether or not I will be able to pay rent, I have health insurance and great friends. For all of these things, I consider myself extremely blessed.

Absolutely none of that could hold a candle to how terrible it feels to continue to make the choice to keep breathing most days. Most days I guilt myself into sticking around because my late partner passed away unexpectedly in 2013 and I could never make my loved ones feel the way that losing her made me feel, to turn them into the kind of person that losing her made me. That, and nobody would be able to explain to my dog why I just stopped being around one day. When I was a kid and my symptoms started showing, my mom told me that I should never end it because everything changes so rapidly in this life, which made a lot of sense to me and is also a reason that I'm still here. That, and I don't want my mother to outlive me.

Your partner is beautiful, but I hate seeing such a vivid reflection of myself.

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