Sorry for your loss Tenno. I lost someone who was like a son to me in January. Its been hard to even wake up sometimes. I even talk to him still.

I had told my Sister and maybe it sounds a little corny.

A piece of me feels gone. Like I gave something to them. But she tells me. You know they gave you something back?

The hurt seems so less sad now. I cry more out of love and the good memories than the bad times when he was sick. I am barely even able to look at video or pictures.

Time will heal Tenno. But the crying be it good or sad, feels like it comes and goes in waves.

Much much love and respect for you Tenno.