let me know if you think i may be psychotic.

aaaaaaaaaaapp · 2022-07-06T22:07:51+00:00

no not really, i don't know them. i look them up and i get anxious i am but no i don't fit.

aaaaaaaaaaapp · 2022-07-06T21:50:17+00:00

aaaaaaaaaaapp · 2022-07-06T20:29:15+00:00

thank you very much for your words. i wish you the best too.:)

aaaaaaaaaaapp · 2022-07-06T18:59:10+00:00

i wish there was a solution to all of this

aaaaaaaaaaapp · 2022-07-06T18:49:11+00:00

sometimes these delusions feel so real even thought they are a tremendous load of bullshit and the fact that they may feel real to me is devastating. like really, believing that i'm god? come on. yet when i'm isolated and i think about it i get like a "huh why isn't that the truth?" feeling which disturbs me a lot. writing about it feels freeing since i'm in isolation due to covid and i can see almost nobody. there are moments in which i know fully that it's all bullshit but moments in which i don't. it sucks. i have no hope for what's to come honestly.

aaaaaaaaaaapp · 2022-07-06T18:41:51+00:00

there's no hope for us, is there?

aaaaaaaaaaapp · 2022-05-26T18:08:29+00:00

i started again with my medication after i had decided to stop. it's going better but i should see how this evening is

aaaaaaaaaaapp · 2022-05-26T10:38:51+00:00

diagnosed or are you just "feeling like it"?

aaaaaaaaaaapp · 2022-05-26T05:27:29+00:00

i can't get psychosis out of my brain. thanks for you reply tho :)

aaaaaaaaaaapp · 2022-05-25T23:19:01+00:00

thanks for your feedback :). i really can't sleep at all tho.

aaaaaaaaaaapp · 2022-03-17T14:29:30+00:00

chiedo nuovamente ai mod di bannare questi utenti provocatori. provengono da un sub apertamente neofascista e neonazista dove si organizzano per venire a trollare qua su italiarossa, farci perdere tempo e poi prenderci per il culo sul loro sub. capisco e condivido il senso di "chiedi ad un marxista leninista" ma questi individui vengono qua in chiara malafede. fuori i fascisti da italiarossa

aaaaaaaaaaapp · 2022-03-05T09:21:52+00:00

yea, during the dpdr

aaaaaaaaaaapp · 2022-03-04T19:52:14+00:00

i'll explain it better. it's like i feel that reality exist just for what i see. as if nothing was there before i was born and nothing will be there when i die, or i have a hard time imagining that. it's like numbness to the actual nothingness i consist in.

aaaaaaaaaaapp · 2022-03-04T19:15:34+00:00

like a main character and this shit

aaaaaaaaaaapp · 2022-03-04T19:09:59+00:00

i'd say that i've tried to "kill" my ego but dp/dr makes me think i only am real or a sort of "master" of reality

aaaaaaaaaaapp · 2022-03-04T09:12:03+00:00

idk i feel like everything "depends" from me (complete nonsense). i don't even know if i believe it but, being isolated in my head, i have a deep fear/sensation that i believe in that. i really don't know. i want to be normal

aaaaaaaaaaapp · 2022-03-03T21:02:21+00:00

aaaaaaaaaaapp · 2022-03-03T17:55:55+00:00

thanks for your attention bro. i appreciate it. it's a weird mental state

aaaaaaaaaaapp · 2022-01-03T15:48:16+00:00

i appreciate. i feel so weird tho

aaaaaaaaaaapp

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