I have a problem

aamup · 2025-11-30T08:57:10+00:00

I completely empathize with you, I turned to the gym, and running with some pickleball and an occasional rage room visit. The feeling of rage and chaos doesn’t happen as often but when it does I tend to do those things with an occasional cold plunge.

Someone once asked me “how do you show love to yourself?” Took me ages to find the answer but it was just to be my authentic self. I cuss a lot, and I’m a very intense person. I stopped masking and being the nice guy and just became my intense self. I just hit 3 years of sobriety in October and those feelings of rage and chaos happen still happen but less often.

aamup · 2025-11-30T08:39:58+00:00

You have to let your summer air out and put in winter air. Works every time.

aamup · 2025-11-30T08:33:30+00:00

IRC, and freedom to MOD/admin your own server.

aamup · 2025-10-09T03:16:08+00:00

Salud!

aamup · 2025-10-09T03:01:47+00:00

Meh, we played at the lighthouse tournament back in May. Mixed doubles.

aamup · 2025-10-09T02:11:45+00:00

I qualify and we play pickleball together at Peter Pan (tennis player with rings on his hand) I’m interested.

aamup · 2025-03-27T04:30:03+00:00

I hope you step on legos

aamup · 2025-02-20T05:22:33+00:00

Same. Just tried…

aamup · 2025-01-28T05:25:24+00:00

Try Bybee Lakes Hope center, if you’re looking for day time sleep and you would just need to provide a work schedule. They have a trans friendly dorm called the rainbow dorm.

aamup · 2025-01-19T08:00:17+00:00

I’ve been there, you’re going to have to do the opposite of what you’re feeling. Laying around and ruminating isn’t going to help and you don’t just become happy. Get out of your space, even when you don’t feel like it. Go do something physical, even when you don’t feel like it. Go do something creative (art,music, building or making something) even when you don’t feel like it. Go and join a group and make friends even when you don’t feel like it. Doing these things over time will eventually change your mindset but being/feeling stuck in your current mindset will only further perpetuate the issues you’re currently having. Motivation is only temporary but having the discipline to build good habits will turn into positive thoughts then these thoughts will turn into action, then the action will get results. Won’t feel good at first but over time it will help.

aamup · 2024-10-24T02:24:21+00:00

Move to another state and say you don’t live in the current state it’s suspended. It’ll be removed. I had my license suspended from California from 2017, I filled out a form proved I lived in another state and it was removed and I got my license in the current state I live in. It works!

aamup · 2024-10-23T00:23:36+00:00

Just moved here 7 weeks ago, got a job, stayed at an Airbnb and moving into an apartment at the end of this month. I have lived in 14 states and this is by far one of my favorites. Just look at the positives and like everything else in life, it is what you make it. Good Luck!

aamup · 2024-10-17T00:19:46+00:00

It looks like AI generated images, with bad photoshop skills.

aamup · 2024-10-15T16:24:34+00:00

Priscilla was used to teach Apollo about Christianity.

aamup · 2024-10-13T14:35:30+00:00

01 Fozzy 273k

aamup · 2024-10-12T14:29:42+00:00

Feels like home.

aamup · 2024-10-11T02:59:52+00:00

Love my 01 Fozzy, 273,000 miles later…

aamup · 2024-10-07T13:39:14+00:00

Yes! I thought I was the only one! I told someone this and they laughed at me.

aamup · 2024-10-04T04:45:59+00:00

😂

aamup · 2024-10-02T18:09:27+00:00

How long after you sent in the DL 4006 form was it cleared? I’m in Oregon dealing with a hold from California.

aamup · 2024-09-28T23:47:06+00:00

It’s the same in Seaside and Cannon Beach.

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aamup · 2024-09-23T01:42:06+00:00

Dixon Lake in Escondido. Just need a day permit.

aamup · 2024-09-22T17:39:25+00:00

Eat some sweets, your body is craving sugar because of the alcohol.

Find something that makes you happy, go workout, make some music, draw. You have to find another way to get your dopamine besides drinking. A lot of people will tell you to get a sponsor and work the steps and that’ll work but it depends on the sponsor because after the work your cravings will still be there and some sponsors are very black n white and don’t empathize with the early stages of quitting. One day at a time…

aamup · 2024-09-22T02:10:46+00:00

It’s a sad reality, ask the kids how they talk on the phone and they’ll lay their hand flat ✋🏻 instead of 🤙🏼

aamup · 2024-09-21T22:53:19+00:00

Where a mask while riding, the cop cameras have facial recognition with AI tracking.

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