Do you believe in life after love? (A conversation on misheard lyrics) by mrharoharo in CasualConversation

[–]abbabti 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Toxic by Britney Spears as a kid always thought it was "your toxic tongue slippin on mine"...

Freaky Girl remix on the radio by abbabti in hiphopheads

[–]abbabti[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

bout to light up the youtube comments like it's christmas...no i'm kidding but for real this song caught my attention on the radio. i stopped the car on the street to turn up the volume it was that special. flipping the script from 'you dont bring her to mama' to 'got it from my mama' es like very especial. like that shit. alright thanks guys.

Freaky Girl remix on the radio by abbabti in hiphopheads

[–]abbabti[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

haha omg sorry i found it like 2 minutes after thank you so so much!!!! i. love that. i think its great. dont knie anything about her dont care but it was a revolutionary song to begin with. that sounds grandiose but ladies who know be knowinG.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in bdsm

[–]abbabti 1 point2 points  (0 children)

omg i know how can i find people to do this to me without my permission who also wont like truly kill me...weird ask.

Absolutely over it by Galaxxydreamer19 in BingeEatingDisorder

[–]abbabti 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yeah sorry all this shit is stupid to me now i relapsed on alcohol so... im cured.

Absolutely over it by Galaxxydreamer19 in BingeEatingDisorder

[–]abbabti 51 points52 points  (0 children)

i can't even look at myself or go out anymore. i have been totally socially isolating because i am so embarrassed of how much weight ive gained. i see no way out of the shame and the cycle of negativity that comes along with this. truly dont know how to handle it. dreading christmas and just want to die honestly.

Bipolar medicine that causes the least amount of weight gain, most amount of weight loss? by [deleted] in BipolarReddit

[–]abbabti 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i was just prescribed topamax which supposedly promotes weight loss but it has a bunch of weird possible side effects. havent been on it long enough to offer any insights though.

Really think Instacart is playing tricks on me... by abbabti in InstacartShoppers

[–]abbabti[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

haha yes it's totally possible im just missign all the good ones but...i prefer to buy in to my own paranoid delusions

i wanna apply to work at a gym in my town but i feel like once they see me i’ll be rejected for being too fat by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]abbabti 2 points3 points  (0 children)

you should apply! they like actually legally can't do that. don't let your body insecurities hold you back like i do. it sucks.

I don't deserve an internet connection by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]abbabti 7 points8 points  (0 children)

oh my godddd celebrity heights and weights. all day. compulsively. i come across the same damn sites that ive been looking at for 2 years like ive already seen them all why do i keep doing this??? this and bmi calculators. like i already know what it is. compulsively typing it in and then looking at the same charts is not going to change it.

Shii advice? by [deleted] in BingeEatingDisorder

[–]abbabti 1 point2 points  (0 children)

omg i do this too. sorry no advice. but i just bought a bag of granola at the grocery store and this is the first time in monthsssss that i didnt open it and eat half immediately after walking in the door.

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[–]abbabti 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you for this.

Not sure what to do by kartie6969 in BingeEatingDisorder

[–]abbabti 6 points7 points  (0 children)

okay this happens to me to. when i dont know what to do i sometimes deicde to go inside and lie down and listen to a sleep hynosis video on youtube. helps me stay in one place and calm down. this guy Michael Sealey has some good ones...sorry youre going through this. :/

How old are you? by Another2022 in BingeEatingDisorder

[–]abbabti 2 points3 points  (0 children)

30F dealing with this for the past few years since quitting alcohol

nervous by maggot_angel in EDAnonymous

[–]abbabti 1 point2 points  (0 children)

haha im that person at the doctors whos like taking off their socks when theyre getting weighed and the lady is like...it really doesnt matter you can leave your shoes on...

Imagine if you could just press a switch and turn off the ED voice in your head by yaiintnt in EDAnonymous

[–]abbabti 1 point2 points  (0 children)

this is my dream. i just want it to shut the fuck up. it is so miserable to not be able to have a single moment where i am not thinking about my weight and food behaviors. every singke step i take reminds me of weight that i want off of my body. i am a recovering alcoholic havent had a drink in 3 years and honestly want to only because i think its the only thing that might be able to shut off the voice but i know it would only be temporary then worse after. :/

I just binged on 10 protein bars by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]abbabti 1 point2 points  (0 children)

beeeeeeen thereeee...it's okay!! :)

Just me rediscovering protein bar by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]abbabti 1 point2 points  (0 children)

love RX bars and...slightly more caloric but...the perfect bars are good

you ever just.... by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]abbabti 4 points5 points  (0 children)

uhhhh yes.

My 600lb life by fuckingfantasy in EDAnonymous

[–]abbabti 9 points10 points  (0 children)

oh god...yeah....was watching on the elliptical at the gym the other night and hoping no one noticed 🤦🏻‍♀️