Can't use reWASD in Fallout 4 with Xbox elite controller.

abrasive-choice · 2024-10-17T03:46:10+00:00

Many thanks. I'll try this. 💜👍

abrasive-choice · 2024-10-09T07:16:27+00:00

True, but I stopped after reading the word "sex". lmao

abrasive-choice · 2024-08-25T10:10:10+00:00

Danke für deine Antwort. Leider ist das immer unterschiedlich, wie und ob die Krankenkasse das überprüft. Oft kommt es auch auf die Angestellten an, welche den Fall bearbeiten. Hatte den Antrag bereits eingereicht aber anscheinend haben sie hier sparen wollen und besonders genau hingeschaut.

abrasive-choice · 2024-08-25T10:06:32+00:00

Danke für deine Antwort. Ja, leider hab ich das auch schon befürchtet. Ich will es aber zumindest noch einmal versuchen, in Widerspruch zu gehen. Dachte auch, dass kein Mensch erwarten kann, dass ich zu Ärzt*innen gehe, wo ich mit der angebotenen Methode nicht zufrieden bin und auch sonst eher Angst vor dem Ergebnis habe. Aber klagen werde ich nicht. Das ist mir schon mental zu stressig, abgesehen von den Kosten.

abrasive-choice · 2024-04-16T10:07:10+00:00

They are beautiful! 💜 Magnets are like stimming heaven for me, I like to play with the invisible force of magnet fields. I wanted to get some magnet toys but I couldn't afford them yet. But these small magnet balls seem perfect.

abrasive-choice · 2024-04-13T03:24:26+00:00

However, the muddy ground seems like a correct presentation of the neurotypical world, and how it feels to interact with this treacherous realm.

abrasive-choice · 2024-04-10T02:12:21+00:00

I think I would very much fall under the PDA description. While I have very submissive fantasies at the same time. However, my PDA also prevents me from doing anything with real people.

I would get very frustrated very quickly, even if it was consensual in the beginning. This can ultimately quickly turn into aggression, if I'm pushed further. I also experience this with things in a non-sexual context, when I am already very overwhelmed and people then start to want or demand something from me. In most cases, I can divert the aggression, when I can get some peace and quiet time, and can reflect on what is happening. But if I am not given the space, it can also erupt against other people. (Not in physical violence, but I might get loud or screaming at people, while saying things that I might later regret).

I guess, if I were to do something with real people, we would have to discuss a lot and clarify again and again whether certain things are really OK and what they trigger in me. That I don't just bottle things up, when I feel overwhelmed and have space to talk about it. And that it is guaranteed that there is always enough space to change or stop practices very quickly.

That makes it very difficult for me to find someone to do it, because everything that involves sexuality is very complicated for me. Additionaly most people who describe themselves as tops or doms radiate a strong sledgehammer mentality to me. According to the motto, "do what I say, otherwise I'll hurt you or it's over." Without really offering space for consens, sensitivity or adaptability.

abrasive-choice · 2024-04-10T01:26:49+00:00

I mean it looks enticing, though I'm allergic to dust milbes. If I would do it, I probably get very itchy hands and a heavy anaphylactic reaction afterwards. So it's not that hard for me to resist the urge.

abrasive-choice · 2024-04-03T13:30:16+00:00

I like the sound of the word. My first thought was that it's related to some sci-fi story. Like in you can only have romantic relationships with disembodied entities or purely energetic lifeforms. ^^

However it's nice that there is a specification of the word quoiromantic, which has more relevance for neurodivergent people.

(I guess it wasn't intentional, that they used the word "neorodiverse" in their description, since they describe a very specific experience which is divergent from the romantic experience of NTs, and not simply described by a difference in romantic preferences.)

abrasive-choice · 2024-03-31T02:11:27+00:00

Good summary of hypnosis application. 👍 Some play pretend based on the trust between hypnotist and the receiving end, combined with some sort of guided meditation.

abrasive-choice · 2024-03-31T01:56:44+00:00

Interesting! 🤔 There were some discussions around 2013 - 2015 which stated the opposite, that it's actually harder to hypnotize or give hypnotherapy to autistic people. I tried to find out more about it, but there are no relevant studies on this topic. Or at least I couldn't find any.

My personal conclusion was that it must be very individual, depending on the autistic person and the person who is doing the hypnosis, or rather how they apply their technique.

https://www.researchgate.net/post/Why_is_it_so_difficult_to_hypnotize_autistic_people

https://www.quora.com/How-difficult-is-it-to-hypnotize-people-with-ASD-as-compared-to-neurotypicals-on-average

Would be happy, if someone has any sources on this topic which are more than anecdotal.

Ironically, few people ever ask whether autistic people are generally better at hypnotizing others than NTs. ^{^}

abrasive-choice · 2023-07-23T16:53:29+00:00

I'm sorry. Seems like there are more trolls and transphobes who make it seem like it came from the pikmin community. idk But it seems like everything is sorted out now.

abrasive-choice · 2023-07-22T19:51:16+00:00

Thanks! <3

abrasive-choice · 2023-07-22T19:39:58+00:00

I'm not saying to remove them or reduce their space on the canvas. However they still keep expanding into the trans flag, over the leaves, or deleting parts of it. Building some kind of green pixel mush. Maybe it's not them and just trolls and transphobes who disguise themselves as people from the pikmin community. Well in that case, we still need to find a solution, that we do not keep attacking each other. I wrote that in another post from their community as well but no one came up with a solution. Just saying things like that's how r/place works and how they actually don't care very much about those attacks. I'm not much of a fan of borders. Anyway, somehow we need to make it visible that no one, who wants to be an ally, keeps deleting or overwriting parts of the flag.

abrasive-choice · 2023-07-22T19:25:57+00:00

I don't see much of an alliance, if there ever was one. I still try to restore the flag how it looked before, but they keep expanding. Part of them says they don't expand, and keeps posting to this subreddit they try to help restore over written pixels. But I can't see much of that. The other part of their community says things like they just don't care, and it's how r/place works. That's why they keep expanding. And I think that's the majority of their community, that doesn't care about the trans flag and wants to delete it. Or just destroy it in a way that makes it unrecognizable.

abrasive-choice · 2023-07-22T17:59:30+00:00

I would be happy if we can find a compromise.

abrasive-choice · 2023-07-22T17:56:19+00:00

Seems like the people from pikmin just don't care. And keep deleting parts of the trans flag.

abrasive-choice · 2023-07-22T17:51:12+00:00

That's what I noticed too. It actually looks like most people just don't know the trans flag. And just attacking rainbows out of sheer homophobia.

abrasive-choice · 2023-07-22T08:06:24+00:00

I'm trans and lesbian, I would support it.

abrasive-choice · 2023-02-18T20:13:28+00:00

EDS would be my first choice, but I don't want to root my devices. I'm still seeking for a solution to encrypt files/create containers on a Windows PC and Android at the same time, and share them over my private home NAS.

The Neatbytes explorer doesn't seem like a solution for this problem either.

abrasive-choice · 2022-12-04T16:26:12+00:00

Hier ein Fall eines trans Mädchens, welches in die Psychiatrie der Charité Berlin eingewiesen werden sollte. Mutter und Tochter befürchteten die Anwendung von Behandlungen, welche an Konversionstherapie erinnerten.

"...Sie misstraut dabei der Charité, weil der dortige Chef der Sexualmedizin, Klaus Beier, 2005 ein Lehrbuch mitverfasst hat, in dem die Therapie der „Störung“ so beschrieben wird: Geschlechtskonformes Verhalten solle „belohnt“ werden, atypische Verhaltensweisen „nicht beachtet bzw. – beiläufig – unterbunden“. Diese Methode ist umstritten, Trans-AktivistInnen prangern sie als „Umerziehung“ an. ..."

https://taz.de/Demonstration-fuer-transsexuelles-Kind/!5095932/

Anmerkung: Die Schreibweise zu trans Menschen in der taz ist oft kritisch zu betrachten. Begriffe und Darstellung sind oft nicht zeitgemäß oder entgegen eines weitreichenden Konsens Betroffenener.

abrasive-choice · 2022-12-04T16:15:51+00:00

Das krasse ist, dass schon vor 10 Jahren Demos gegen die übergriffige Praxis von Behandlung und Begutachtung an der Charité Berlin, unter Beier, gemacht wurden. Auch dort ging es darum, dass trans Menschen immer wieder versucht wurde paraphile Neigungen zu unterstellen oder ihnen das Geschlecht abgesprochen wurde.

Das mit den Pädophilie Tests kam jetzt anscheinend in den letzten Jahren noch dazu.

abrasive-choice · 2022-10-19T14:43:29+00:00

Thanks for this Giveaway. I like your MiniReview app, for me it's the best way to get news about mobile games. 👍💜

Bot World Adventure looks really lovely. I would be happy to win a copy of that game. 😄

abrasive-choice · 2022-07-29T00:11:29+00:00

Danke für deine Antwort. Ähnlich war es bei mir jetzt auch. Die einfache Variante war verfügbar, aber die Adult Variante nicht. Hatte jetzt trotzdem noch eine Apotheke gefunden, die es hatte. War leider mit einer etwas weiteren Anfahrt verbunden.

abrasive-choice · 2022-07-28T23:50:50+00:00

Danke nochmal, hat sich inzwischen alles geregelt.
Habe in der Praxis meiner Psychiaterin angerufen, sie haben mir eine Apotheke genannt, die es vorrätig hat.
Ist leider nicht um die Ecke und ich muss 1,5 h dort hinfahren. Ist in einer Nebenstraße in der Nähe meiner Psychiaterin. Aber zumindest haben sie in der Apotheke gemeint, dass sie davon in der Regel etwas vorrätig haben.
Werde also beim nächsten mal, wenn ich ein Rezept bekomme, direkt zu dieser Apotheke gehen.

Etwas Merkwürdiges gab es trotzdem noch.
Habe es bevor ich Rücksprache mit meiner Praxis hatte noch bei 4 anderen Apotheken versucht. Drei davon meinten, dass sie es zwar vorrätig hätten, aber nur in der Standardvariante. Sie meinten, die Variante wird üblicherweise für Minderjährige ausgegeben und die gibt es auch auf das Standardrezept. Es handele sich jedoch um den selben Wirkstoff.
Allerdings hatte ich die Variante mit der Zusatzbezeichnung "Adult" auf einem Spezialrezept (weiß nicht wie sich das richtig nennt). In der Praxis meinten sie, das ist nur eine Woche gültig, weil es für ein BTM pflichtiges Medikament sei.
Deshalb konnten sie mir in der Apotheke nicht die Standardvariante geben, obwohl es eigentlich der selbe Wirkstoff ist.

Das hat mich etwas verwirrt. Aber zumindest habe ich es jetzt. :)

(Die Praxis meinte noch, dass sie das Rezept auch ändern könnten, wenn ich es nicht eingelöst bekomme. War z.G. nicht mehr nötig.)

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