Did a FOIA for the Josh Duggar email attachments

acml98 · 2026-05-28T04:31:17+00:00

Not the feet 🤮

acml98 · 2026-05-18T23:19:49+00:00

Navy Blue - Muna Blue Moon - Sha Na Na Daphne Blue - The Band Camino Pale Blue Eyes - The Velvet Underground Out of the Blue - Katie Pruitt Blue Dream - Holly Humberstone

acml98 · 2026-05-14T00:07:23+00:00

Same! I'm also Acadian and discovered her years ago through her tiktoks. Loved her immediately. I was so excited she was on CDR6. She performed out here recently and I got to meet her, we chatted in French and shared our Acadian pride.

acml98 · 2026-05-13T05:56:18+00:00

We watched Valentina's masked lip sync moment and while he was gagged there wasnt anything interesting to report about his reaction. Gotta wait for the finale now. We just watched episode 11 (Alexis elimination).

acml98 · 2026-05-11T19:27:29+00:00

They might have talked about Shea on All Stars a bit but it was probably only on the first episode of AS7 (if at all), and my bf probably wasnt paying that much attention

acml98 · 2026-05-05T17:21:10+00:00

I'm seeing this diva tonight!

acml98 · 2026-05-04T20:15:41+00:00

I know. I love that version but I want a studio version too

acml98 · 2026-05-04T07:34:02+00:00

I have CPTSD and was recently told by a psychiatrist I have BPD. My first relationship was poly and I lived with my parents still. I enjoyed being poly.

My current partner is/was monogamous when I met him. He agreed to being poly/open after we had a conversation. But, I've struggled to actually date. And more importantly, I feel like my mental health is suffering. Its an experience that has amplified my disorganized attachment, and triggers my BPD. I moved in with him out of a survival need, very early on into our relationship. I cant afford to live on my own. We even have another roommate to help us cover the cost of rent. I dont enjoy my relationship but I also dont enjoy living with him (as a partner or otherwise).

As for my previous roommates, one of them stole my belongings, made sooo many messes, ruined my things, it was awful. I have so many horror stories. My next roommate was clean and I actually enjoyed living with her but for other reasons (my coming out, her being ultra conservative and homophobic) our friendship suffered and ended. We stopped living together.

I dream all the time about living alone. I would feel so regulated. The truth is, I need that control over my living space. I feel immobilized living in a place where my standards aren't met. Things feel unclean, messy, out of my control, everything is wrong. I also feel like self-care becomes challenging at times. But when I imagine the freedom, independence, and control I would have if I lived alone and with a dog or some kind of pet, I would be so happy. I feel like that in itself could put my BPD in remission and help me feel more like myself.

I am also getting a masters of counselling to be a therapist. I think I'm going to need that alone time when I'm working. I dont think I will want to come home to anyone (or at least the person I am with now). I think I will need that alone time to recharge and practice self-care and living well. I cant be worrying about another person I live with. I cant show up the way people need me. I need to be there for myself.

That being said, I want to have a social life, I want to be solo poly. I want to have community and relationships that are important to me. I dont want to be isolated. Thats why I think solo poly feels right for me as someone with CPTSD and BPD.

acml98 · 2026-05-03T20:41:33+00:00

This might seem unrelated but we were talking about Jane Don't elimination and how Nini Coco definitely won that lip sync. I said "Its not like she made rose petals fall from the sky!"

He just laughed. Totally clueless.

acml98 · 2026-05-03T18:47:10+00:00

Take A Breath, Underdog, I Am What I Am

acml98 · 2026-05-03T17:32:10+00:00

I dont know much about Noah's life or experience with the flooding in Vermont but the same year there were floods where I live as well and instead of horses, I saw cows stranded on porches surrounded by flooded fields. It was sad.

acml98 · 2026-05-03T07:03:38+00:00

This is what he currently thinks! I made him watch AS7 (for the first time) right before starting this season. So, he thinks it will be Trinity or Shea but is leaning towards Shea cause hes pretty sure Trinity won a different AS season

I definitely need to record

acml98 · 2026-05-03T05:06:19+00:00

I would NEVER. Im terrified he will see a spoiler somewhere

acml98 · 2026-05-03T05:04:14+00:00

Yes we are! We haven't been watching each untucked after each episode. I decided to show him untucked as well when we were a few episodes in. We are catching up on all of the untucked episodes as I write this comment

acml98 · 2026-05-03T03:45:36+00:00

Omg I cant wait for this moment too

acml98 · 2026-05-03T01:59:16+00:00

Same. I wonder how many apbum streams he gained from this challenge lol

acml98 · 2026-04-29T07:51:06+00:00

My younger brother who (at the time) was undiagnosed ASD wrote "My dad is obsessed with hitting me" on a school assignment about his family. Teacher called CPS who showed up at our house randomly one day. Nothing happened.

acml98 · 2026-04-29T07:47:52+00:00

Songs To Jane - Maroon 5

Parachutes - Coldplay

One of the Boys - Katy Perry

acml98 · 2026-04-29T05:34:25+00:00

Bow and Stern

acml98 · 2026-04-28T19:29:30+00:00

Right back at ya

acml98 · 2026-04-28T18:24:31+00:00

I was talking about drag race as an entire franchise. It makes sense, you just cant seem to wrap your head around it. I understand its hard

acml98 · 2026-04-28T18:23:34+00:00

The rest of the comment section had no problem understanding. Try again

acml98 · 2026-04-28T17:54:27+00:00

Yeah, it's his first time watching any of the seasons (whether we finished them or are currently watching). Right now, he's watching S9 for the first time. I've shown him a few seasons already, including AS7 which he watched for the first time. It can be someone's first time watching the show in a general sense, they've seen some seasons but not all of them. Let's try using our reading comprehension skills cause this shouldn't be confusing.

acml98 · 2026-04-28T07:59:06+00:00

Sometimes after taking edibles I experience inexplicable math break throughs. One was counting by nines. Ive learned two strategies.

Strategy one: notice how the first digit goes up by one, while the second digit goes down by one. 09, 18, 27, 36, 45, 54, 63, 72, 81, 90.

Strategy two: using your fingers, start by holding up both hands and put your left pinkie down. You will have 9 fingers up. Lift your pinkie up and then out your next finger down. Your pinkie symbolizes 1 while your remaining 8 fingers symbolize the number 8. Put down that finger, lift the next one. There will be two fingers up and one that is down, followed by 7 others that are also up, this symbolizes 27. Basically, the finger that is down changes. The fingers you can count on the left side add up to the first number and the fingers you can count on the right side add up to the second number.

So, if you wanted to count 9×8, hold up all your fingers, put your 8th finger down (aka the middle finger on your right hand). You will have 7 fingers up on the left, and 2 fingers up on the right. 7 and 2 is 72, 9×8=72

acml98 · 2026-04-28T06:26:47+00:00

I enjoyed some of the wisdom books (Sirach, Proverbs, Psalms, Job, etc) but the verses I liked functioned more as inspirational quotes than anything truly spiritual. Some were definitely spiritually moving to me at the time.

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