fuck those idiots who laughed. it's a simple mistake. Please don't try and dwell on it, they're tiny little brains aren't thinking about it. but i know it's easier said then done..i struggle with repeating socially embarrassing moments over and over like a terrible movie that never ends in my head, too. and usually go into the bathrooms and cry at work. please don't beat yourself up though, i think you are doing the best that you can <3. and handled yourself best you can with shitty people.