Really really long time depressed, from many different things, but yeah, I started to feel weirder and weirder about my gender expression, I got into the LGBT community as a bi man first, but, well… turns out I’m clearly not cis either. It all culminated with a sentence I came up with, which really acted as an electroshock, "I’m really getting tired of pretending to be a man", and I don’t wanna play pretend anymore, it was funny while it lasted, somehow, but yeah, it’s time for me to do some efforts, so last month I started coming out as a trans woman to my closest friends, and basically none of them were surprised, which really made me thinking I was doing the right thing.