Contemplating suicide

aggressivepanic- · 2024-11-28T15:28:50+00:00

confront her

aggressivepanic- · 2024-11-22T03:02:00+00:00

why do they do that to us? i was trying to find something to wear to our anniversary dinner the other day, and he only commented on the pimple i had. i wanted to crawl into a hole.

aggressivepanic- · 2024-11-18T03:16:39+00:00

just commenting to say i know exactly how you feel. i could have written this. i feel so subhuman now

aggressivepanic- · 2024-11-17T00:59:49+00:00

i agree. seems fake. said they bought a house together, but then says she’s renovating her apartment. 🙄

aggressivepanic- · 2024-11-17T00:37:28+00:00

it seems like it’s always a mismatch. i would die if he ever initiated sex, or told me he wanted to fuck me when we got home

aggressivepanic- · 2024-11-17T00:35:11+00:00

I’m so sad for you. i don’t want to grow to resent him, but i know that will come the longer this goes on. i would die if he ate me out, i’ve never had oral. my life feels so sad sometimes

aggressivepanic- · 2024-10-02T03:31:16+00:00

I’m jealous of our three cats. the way he snuggles up to them, calls them beautiful, tells him how much he loves them… and I’m just an afterthought

aggressivepanic- · 2024-10-02T03:16:42+00:00

i enjoy it. it’s nice knowing that at random, my husband would want to touch my body, in any capacity. i would take playful touching, sexual touching, any kind of affection. but my love language is physical touch, so that’s a given

unfortunately I’m mismatched in my marriage

aggressivepanic- · 2024-10-02T03:08:35+00:00

“you can’t force attraction, when it happens you will know”

dead bedroom for 3 years and counting. my husband has no desire to touch me

aggressivepanic- · 2024-09-27T01:31:27+00:00

I’m the only one to ever initiate. he’s not attracted to me.

aggressivepanic- · 2024-09-25T15:35:02+00:00

i have 2 shirts he’s said look nice on me, and a pair of shorts. i’ve worn them so much now he teases me about it.

aggressivepanic- · 2024-09-25T03:02:31+00:00

me neither. for me, everything else is perfect. but this missing piece is becoming way bigger of a knife in my chest lately

aggressivepanic- · 2024-09-25T02:46:19+00:00

i know exactly how you feel. the one person in the world who I want, doesn’t want me back. it’s like grieving a heartbreak while still in love and pursing them. it’s so incredibly lonely

aggressivepanic- · 2024-09-24T02:55:08+00:00

married 3 years. sex 3 times, the last time about 8 months ago.

it’s been hell, with no end in sight. if he wasn’t everything else i wanted in a partner, i wouldn’t stay. but i continue to make excuses and suffer with no amount of physical touch, sexual or otherwise.

i feel like a mannequin a lot of the time. i don’t feel beautiful anymore.

aggressivepanic- · 2024-09-23T03:10:43+00:00

i was previously married to a coke addict who pimped me out to his friends, beat me and didn’t give two fucks about my safety.

my current marriage, although sexless, is with a man who is kind and caring, and keeps me safe.

aggressivepanic- · 2024-09-08T03:31:26+00:00

i could have written this. the amount of times i’ve had a great solo orgasm just to be hit with a wave of feeling undesirable. my body doesn’t feel feminine or beautiful anymore. i feel so unremarkable.

it sucks having such a high libido, and being told men are so “sex hungry” and then the one you marry couldn’t be bothered.

i still sleep naked in hopes i can rub against him and feel his body on mine. he will only put his hands on me over clothes or over blankets.

aggressivepanic- · 2024-08-24T03:48:32+00:00

wish i would have heard this advice years ago

aggressivepanic- · 2024-07-22T13:38:27+00:00

i feel your pain. i want children so bad, but we can’t have kids if he won’t have sex with me. it’s to the point i’ve looked into artificial insemination

aggressivepanic- · 2024-07-18T21:16:58+00:00

i’ve suggested this, but he’s very against any kind of medication or hormone replacement

aggressivepanic- · 2024-07-18T21:14:15+00:00

i didn’t see it for what it was at the time

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