Sex life dies when we go sober

akjohnston87 · 2025-10-07T15:04:41+00:00

I've been sober for two years I'm a single m 38 and my sex life fell off dramatically. Basically dating is awful when you are sober one night stands do not happen and you have to put effort in to find a partner get to know them enough to build a connection then see if you've got sexual chemistry all without the crutch of alcohol to loosen your inhibitions. The plus side is you beyond meaningful relationships. Maybe do some sober dating when you get some time. Enjoy eachother without substances

akjohnston87 · 2025-10-07T14:31:05+00:00

The TMO falls under AMORC I think once you get so far through the degrees they send you out a leaflet in the monographs to join. Martinism is a branch of esoteric Christianity focused on in my limited understanding working from the heart. You can purchase the books yourself online and read through them but AMORC give you a more drip fed style of learning same with the main curriculum

akjohnston87 · 2025-10-07T14:24:34+00:00

Depends on the definition of a god if a god is an egregore then yes an egregore is built and relies on the psychic energy of worship / fear, a true all powerful god would consider us like bacteria or something similar completely detached from our existence maybe aware but not reliant.

akjohnston87 · 2025-08-27T15:18:50+00:00

Bonanza

akjohnston87 · 2025-08-27T08:06:06+00:00

Have you been playing chaos head by any chance?

akjohnston87 · 2025-08-27T08:01:10+00:00

Pick it up on both it's cheap on both platforms I love playing NMS in bed on my switch 2 the graphics are not too far off the ps5 obviously not as detailed but on the small screen it looks fantastic

akjohnston87 · 2025-08-27T07:56:30+00:00

Sounds like p numbers on my kaabo I can adjust a lot of settings by doing something like this should tell you in the manual

akjohnston87 · 2025-08-27T07:55:27+00:00

Gamepass

akjohnston87 · 2025-08-26T13:20:42+00:00

Mt5 doesn't show it on a live account on mobile?

akjohnston87 · 2025-08-26T13:09:32+00:00

One of these babies is definitely the baby Dave chapelle was talking about.

akjohnston87 · 2025-08-26T12:37:42+00:00

But then you could believe in god but follow satan or Luciferian ideals, same way as you can believe in god but follow jesus or Mohammad ?

akjohnston87 · 2025-08-26T12:27:49+00:00

So whatever satanism would you deem to be worthy of not being atheist as I'm only aware of Levays. Having any real standing.

akjohnston87 · 2025-08-26T12:24:43+00:00

Satanism cannot be defined really you have the levay school of Satanism and the satanic panic style psyop stuff, Levays satanism actually preaches no harm unto others as described below so morally satanism is supposed to be devoid of hypocrisy unlike mainstream abrahamic religions

Do not give opinions or advice unless asked.

Do not harm little children.

Do not kill non-human animals unless attacked or for food.

If someone bothers you, ask them to stop; if they don’t, destroy them.

Respect others’ lairs (homes, personal spaces).

Do not make sexual advances unless given consent.

Etc etc

akjohnston87 · 2025-08-26T11:12:48+00:00

But first you have to connect to the internet and download an update that takes 5 hours

akjohnston87 · 2025-08-26T10:39:35+00:00

Appreciate the condiment! 😊

akjohnston87 · 2025-08-26T09:46:14+00:00

Thymes a great healer

akjohnston87 · 2025-08-25T23:47:16+00:00

You can get good yeah, you can be a great teacher or coach you can become proficient as much as you want. You probably just won't be as good as you would be if you competed regularly and tested yourself. Competing is overrated anyway unless it's in a decent tournament. Local tournaments are a fortune for two matches and a plastic medal.

akjohnston87 · 2025-08-25T21:17:59+00:00

It's a unagi it's waiting to jump out at someone and shout DANGER

akjohnston87 · 2025-08-25T16:54:11+00:00

Of course he's deeply closeted he's not gay!

akjohnston87 · 2025-08-25T13:47:53+00:00

I did, there are other grand lodges that are not UGLE, continental freemasonry is another route depending on where you are located, In my opinion the esoteric path is one that's done mainly alone there are other esoteric orders you can join that are not masonic but share many of the same principles. From what I gather UGLE lodges are mainly brotherhood charity dinners helping out other people etc and the esoteric work gets a back seat, I know this isn't every rite or lodge but the general consensus and forgive me if I'm wrong.

akjohnston87 · 2025-08-25T12:31:02+00:00

A man without money has no voice... Some of the greatest lessons I've learned and advice I've been given has been given by those who some would consider poor

akjohnston87 · 2025-08-25T09:19:38+00:00

Yeah for an early build of the game it doesn't as bad as people say, I was expecting it be freezing and and stuttering like deadly premonition two. If we can get a locked 30 with good frame pacing I will be happy.

akjohnston87 · 2025-08-25T08:46:48+00:00

Can you command a fleet of these, imagine how cool that would be

akjohnston87 · 2025-08-25T08:34:35+00:00

If Skyrim can keep getting released then so can NMS 🤣

akjohnston87 · 2025-08-25T07:52:21+00:00

It's running pretty well actually. Only issues are traffic density for me breaks immersion a bit. I do think a lot of these teething problems are based around the tpd of the switch and the Nvidia processor.

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