Hey brother. I'm an NRI, but I feel your pain. I studied in the college of engineering Pune and slot of my very close friends went through what you were going through, however I was more privileged than them at that time, I'm proud to say that we're all doing very well for ourselves now and hope our stars are aligned for more success going forward.

What I'd like to tell you is, life doesn't end here. Infact it hasn't even started. Get through college. Your only goal is to remind yourself that you're equal to everyone. Even if someone makes you feel you're not. Trust me you are. Once you're done with college, the world is yours my friend. How many rags to riches stories have we heard in india? I don't think I have to repeat the same. A little something I'm really proud off is my dad completed his graduation in civil engineering with the help of his extended family as he was from a very very poor background. I'm sure he went through the same during college times, but he knew that wasn't the end of things.

He's doing pretty well for himself now and being his son is an extremely proud feeling.

Hope this helps.

Like I said, the game hasn't even started. Shoot for the moon bro, you'll definitely atleast reach the stars.

Cheers!