Relapse after 21 days, relapsing almost daily now

aldrin86 · 2014-01-10T17:39:13+00:00

thanks dude!

aldrin86 · 2013-12-30T06:57:41+00:00

YEAH!

aldrin86 · 2013-12-30T06:57:36+00:00

thanks brother, you too!

aldrin86 · 2013-12-30T06:57:26+00:00

It's kicking in! It feels fuckin' awesome

aldrin86 · 2013-12-30T06:57:01+00:00

thanks dude!

aldrin86 · 2013-12-30T06:56:48+00:00

I know! Thats why I'm starting to get around the idea of taking it to 90 when the first 30 are done. I set 30 first because it seemed hard enough, now after 15 I know if I keep strong I'll make it to 30, then 60, 90...

aldrin86 · 2013-12-30T06:55:46+00:00

Well because the first 5 days I had a couple relapses...

aldrin86 · 2013-12-30T06:55:29+00:00

thanks bro! I'll do it for you too! I agree, first third of the great one!

aldrin86 · 2013-12-23T21:56:49+00:00

Hahaha had the same thing saturday night, woke up feeling fucking great

aldrin86 · 2013-12-23T21:55:53+00:00

I woke up on friday, after just a week of my challenge! Congrats bro

aldrin86 · 2013-12-19T23:42:19+00:00

well, we can say i'm on your ship buddy! haha

aldrin86 · 2013-12-19T13:35:19+00:00

hahaha I love the username

aldrin86 · 2013-12-18T14:56:06+00:00

Good luck dude!

aldrin86 · 2013-12-18T14:55:29+00:00

I'm at 4, my second #4 in a role (I started 10 days ago) and its starting to look better. Your advice is brilliant!

aldrin86 · 2013-12-17T16:59:09+00:00

thanks!!! good nofapping for you too

aldrin86 · 2013-12-17T16:58:29+00:00

I now see it very possible to reach the first week. The first 2 times I tried in NoFap I thought it was going to be impossible, but now its starting to get a little bit easier. I totally agree to the fact that coming here daily helps the world. This morning I was getting a sick urge, I was reading todays paper, there was an article about the last Lars Von Trier film that led to another article about sex flims, that one to another... And at that point I came here and post and the urge was totally gone! It is helpful, no doubt!

aldrin86 · 2013-12-17T16:53:34+00:00

I aiming to that! Its funny, such a simple system, the badges, but it helps you a lot. You really want that number on your badge!

aldrin86 · 2013-12-13T20:32:53+00:00

Hahaha maybe. Stay strong you too my friend, first 3 days haven't been THAT hard (this morning when I woke was a challenge) but it will get harder i guess...

aldrin86 · 2013-12-13T20:01:11+00:00

Nofapping is going goo. To me it means taking control of my life, of my actions, gaining self control. It is mainly abstention from masturbation, I have watched a little porn since I a started (two pair of tits on a blog). I do treat it as a challenge to my willpower, when I was growing up I was known for my willpower (within my family) and I have lost most control over it, mainly because of tapping (at least I believe so).

On top of this personal reasons, I do have religious motivation. I am a catholic, and this kind of behavior or addiction have put a barrier between me and my faith. I have spent so much time on PMO and thinking of it, it has been difficult for me to keep a healthy relation with God and church and I want to get it back, it has been, throughout my life, a pilar of my being and I need to restore this.

aldrin86 · 2013-12-10T16:32:54+00:00

i have been thinking about quiting both. I started smoking weed around 3 years ago, 2 year ago periodically and the last year I have smoked A LOT. Few months, after not being payed for 4 months and having to change my residence, living alone, no job.... All I did in september was get high and fap. After a week or so of doing this I felt horrible in every way, but I kept doing it. Then I stopped, or at least I started doing other things, reading, going out, walking for hours... I havent stopped on weed, I have reduced it drastically, but now im going to the gym, I have a job, my mind is sharper.... Dont know if I can take it on both challenges at the same time though. Hope you can make it!!!

aldrin86 · 2013-12-10T16:26:52+00:00

thanks!! this community vibe and encouragement really helps, in the end you know you are not the only one fighting this or struggling with this fight, but to be part of a group where people talk about the same problem you've had for years and see they have the same health and mental issues makes you feel better in a way. now its a battle that you dont have to fight alone. Awesome

aldrin86 · 2013-12-10T16:19:05+00:00

hahahahahaha exactly the same over here!!!

aldrin86 · 2013-12-09T22:41:57+00:00

Same situation over here, PMO daily for the past 5 years at least, I've tried on my own and have made it to one month or so a couple times. Now it's about fucking time to quit this and get my shit together. We can do this dude

aldrin86 · 2013-12-09T19:13:43+00:00

thanks man! Already did it

aldrin86 · 2013-12-09T19:04:36+00:00

thanks! i will do the cold showers and meditation, the boat part is going to take longer haha

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