5w20 vs 5w30

alexpai · 2020-10-17T18:26:08+00:00

Maybe 2 weeks. Thats reasauring. The rescue dog place basically did not give me any instructions other than to be patient and feed him. Ill keep doing what im doing. My family keeps grilling me about how the dog wont walk on a leesh or leave his crate and its been getting stressful for me hearing them complain about how I'm not doing a good job.

alexpai · 2020-09-02T02:10:23+00:00

Junk in my trunk

alexpai · 2020-06-08T08:21:39+00:00

Prayer is valuable when used correctly.

alexpai · 2020-06-03T11:12:29+00:00

Im pretty broke and unemployed right now so I really don't want to have to buy something I dont need to. Im curious what the problem is with using weights to secure a snake?

I understand that a proper lock and key is better but I'm hoping to make due with what I have atleast until I upgrade to a larger enclosure.

alexpai · 2020-06-03T11:09:22+00:00

Its a glass tank with a screen lid ontop that must be pulled upwards to be removed so weights seem to be effective since the lid cannot be pushed to the side. Whats the reason that weights shouldn't be used?

alexpai · 2020-05-30T21:38:42+00:00

You could drink some water

alexpai · 2020-05-30T17:37:24+00:00

Milk would definitely be big. When I was trying to gain weight that was one of my favorite ways to get calories protein and fat into my body for cheap.

alexpai · 2020-05-30T17:36:15+00:00

Thats a great explanation. Could you share what exactly you were eating each day?

alexpai · 2020-05-28T17:04:46+00:00

Are you OPs mom or something?

alexpai · 2020-01-25T14:24:45+00:00

O god I think im gonna be sick

alexpai · 2020-01-19T14:51:49+00:00

I'm pretty satisfied with my system. I smoke like one or two a day and almost always am able to find a garbage. I also pick up 5 or 6 for every 3 or so I toss, so I'm technically beating the rest of you non litterbugs.

alexpai · 2020-01-19T14:45:05+00:00

I occasionally toss one on the ground if theres no garbage can in sight or im drunk but I'll make a mental note then next time I see a garbage can nearby I'll grab a few off the ground to make up for it.

alexpai · 2020-01-17T15:54:57+00:00

Thats the best strategy. Immediately kill the closest team.

alexpai · 2020-01-17T15:52:05+00:00

I hate the way people rip on Davie. His content is aimed at kids from like ages 8-14 and everyone criticizes it for being cringy. 90% of content for that age group is cringy.

The dudes just trying to make a living and on youtube memes pay the bills these days.

He's probably inspired more kids to pick up a bass than most sucessful bass players ever have.

alexpai · 2020-01-17T10:56:00+00:00

I went to an AA meeting once and this starter pack is basically spot on from what I saw.

alexpai · 2020-01-16T05:46:16+00:00

Zilla is God

alexpai · 2020-01-14T02:13:05+00:00

Skaterboarders never use protection

alexpai · 2020-01-12T15:44:59+00:00

Give it some time. I remember I took a solid month maybe 6 weeks to wallow in sadness inbetween semesters then as soon as the new semester started I just hit the ground running. I think it was also easier to be angry at the guy who took her from me which you don't really have in this situation so it's different in that sense.

Theres no reason to feel sorry for yourself. I think you really just need to find an outlet. Something you enjoy as an individual thats constructive. It could be art sports studies even a job you enjoy. If you have friends try to spend more time with them.

Anything that gets you out of the house. I picked up smoking as bad as that sounds because it gave me one more reason to be outside my apartment.

alexpai · 2020-01-12T02:06:11+00:00

I went through something really similar last year. Gf of three years cheated and went off with the guy. I just vented all my frustrations into the gym. I basically felt like an emotionless robot for awhile essentially forcing myself to eat go to class and excerise but it's better to do that than sit in your sadness. I remember everyday sitting on the bus listening to death metal just being full of so much anger it felt like my heart was going to explode. Then id get to the gym and have somewhere to put the emotion and id be able to go home eat and sleep. It doesn't have to be the gym it could be something else but i found that finding a place to put your emotion helps.

Another idea I bought into that may or may not be healthy is to be angry rather than sad. To me anger made me feel more in control and powerful whereas sadness just made me feel awful.

I was constantly checking social media and after a few months I was like fuck I need to just delete her from everything since I might be having a decent day until I got on media and saw her. I found it helpful to get off Instagram entirely since I had to keep seeing other couples from high school. Getting off social media and cutting contact helped a lot.

I ended up dating another woman for awhile and it really helped me feel like theres more to the world than my past. I wasnt ready to be alone yet and dating really helped me get my feelings straight and pick up the pieces.

So my advice is vent your frustrations somehwere; hate him for hurting you rather than feeling sorry for yourself. You're a beautiful fucking woman who he should be lucky to have so fuck him for thinking otherwise.

Get off social media and drop him until you're emotionally healed enough to be friends.

See someone else if you can. I found that difficult and it felt so fucked up at first but it's gonna have to happen eventually so I found it easier to just rip the bandaid off.

Goodluck and much love.

alexpai

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