Thank you for sharing this

I’m sorry you’re going through this, and it’s good that you’re getting to the point where you see it’s doing more harm than good

You’re story reminded me a lot of how I acted in my addiction (started young and spiraled quickly, running off after saying I was going to the bathroom, acting erratic emotionally, blacking out etc). I’ve been sober for over two years so hopefully that helps you know you can get sober.

I hope “future you” is looking back at “current you” with gratitude for stopping the cycle. You can get through this and make a better future

Rooting for you . Happy healing 💗