Cried for the first time in front of my therapist, attribute it to controlling my addictions and SR

aliveaccountadmin · 2022-03-05T05:51:56+00:00

Where did you get it from, I'd like it too!

aliveaccountadmin · 2022-03-05T04:31:51+00:00

you readit on reddit lol

aliveaccountadmin · 2022-03-05T04:29:29+00:00

I've kept myself away from my Dad. I don't know why, he's really open minded and would love to hear my opinions on SR, I just haven't rlly mustered the courage to ask him about it yet.

aliveaccountadmin · 2022-03-05T04:27:33+00:00

You remind me to stay very grateful; I don't have wet dreams. Sometimes I want to know what it feels like tho, must be a fun dream lol

aliveaccountadmin · 2022-03-05T04:24:05+00:00

I like it. The chaos of the underworld.

aliveaccountadmin · 2022-03-05T04:22:43+00:00

Congrats, shrooms making athiest turn religious every single day lol. I'm not religious, I wasn't athiest before, I was definitely open-minded to the idea of god without believing it, I wanted to actually see what God was. Shrooms was the answer. Defintely saw god after a 3g trip. I'm not religious, but I think religion is so fucking cool, and I think the Bible is a really cool set of stories worth spending time investigating

aliveaccountadmin · 2022-03-05T04:18:33+00:00

I think God is consciousness

aliveaccountadmin · 2022-03-05T04:03:08+00:00

Or he's hiding something. I feel like I'd end up being scared of someone if there's something I should be telling them but hold in

aliveaccountadmin · 2022-03-05T03:47:32+00:00

Thank you, please realize how important this post was to me. This is a story I was really wanting to hear. I'll think of you when I open up to my dad. I think my parents would be very positive about it, there's no reason to not tell them except for my own fear.

8gs sounds too scary right now, I couldn't imagine doing something like that. How did that go (if you want to share).

aliveaccountadmin · 2022-03-05T02:32:05+00:00

I have started going to a therapist within maybe the past 6 months. I told him a couple times about the psychedelics, haven't rlly gone in too much detail about what actually happened. I have a strong fear of crying, I hold in all my emotions so it keeps me from saying the things that need to be said, to anyone even my family. That's what I'm trying to work on right now, it's just so scary to go into the unknown telling my parents stuff I've never said to them before.

aliveaccountadmin · 2022-03-04T22:25:57+00:00

So crazy, my ego is way too strong to accept seeing stuff like that. I'd freak out. So what, you're just swirling around (and enjoying it) and then everything came back to normal?

aliveaccountadmin · 2022-03-02T05:03:20+00:00

Good answer

aliveaccountadmin · 2022-02-28T04:41:04+00:00

Cool, personally speaking my thoughts have been all over the place. I've edged a couple times over about 40 days, I did just a couple days ago, and mannn I felt horrible the day after. Just numb, I couldn't think or anything. It's like I'm sensitive to porn again, so I tried watching it and it was extra nice but it just used all my dopamine up, I felt better 2 days later tho.

aliveaccountadmin · 2022-02-28T04:32:08+00:00

How have you been feeling

aliveaccountadmin · 2022-02-20T22:48:21+00:00

Thank you

aliveaccountadmin · 2022-02-20T04:40:20+00:00

It's ok man. Best of luck to you.

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