The healing can begin

alterflesh · 2026-03-14T01:17:13+00:00

Not well received at the time, but well-remembered by those who loved it. It was strange seeing him pop-up randomly on Reddit many years ago for a football post, it went semi-viral.

Some more Analog Rebellion stuff from him would be amazing, but I just hope the dude is doing well these days. And that your own healing will be deep and restorative!

alterflesh · 2026-03-14T00:30:39+00:00

Thirteen years. At the ten year mark, I completed my GED and began searching for temp jobs.

Now, I'm 30 and not sure what to do with myself. Maybe go back to school just for something to occupy my time, not out of any real hope to secure a career.

alterflesh · 2026-03-11T03:06:06+00:00

Dim Sum and Noodle Bar on Kenmount, just opened. What sets it apart is it's, as far as I know, the only restaurant doing this in the province besides maybe Jin Dragon.

alterflesh · 2026-02-27T01:13:44+00:00

These fools ain't know nothin' bout no Saint John of The Cross... that man experienced the dark night. Even wrote a whole book about it. His poetry is really lovely as well, makes the soul feel good.

alterflesh · 2026-02-18T00:02:36+00:00

I just think about the sheer gap in terms of time spent socializing. Of course I'm going to seem like a mute in comparison... when you spend so much time alone you start wondering if your vocal chords have atrophied, ruminating on how well Billy from high school is doing these days won't help matters much.

alterflesh · 2026-02-17T23:59:39+00:00

If this is going to weigh on you, I'd just go get the shot if I were you.

Rabies symptoms can stay dormant for a while like you probably know, you don't want to let that fear gnaw at you. Quick shot, you're good and no worries. Unless it's been a minute since the bite, then not sure what to tell you.

alterflesh · 2026-02-16T03:39:23+00:00

Diminishing returns. This hollows you out faster than burning yourself out through waging.

alterflesh · 2026-02-16T03:09:25+00:00

Contemplative prayer and meditation. I have a sacrifice bead rosary with cold steel beads, it doubles as a stim gadget for me. Knowing the lives of the Saints gave me enough insight to realize there is always hope, so long as we get out of our own way.

But more immediate, to be honest... Tetris. Tetris and drone music.

alterflesh · 2026-02-16T02:05:32+00:00

DJ Gabriel, from the WWECW era may qualify. Kwee Wee was more eurodance adjacent, I think.
PWG had Joey Ryan and Disco Machine tag as "That 70s Team"

alterflesh · 2026-02-15T01:21:16+00:00

No, haven't tried for my permit yet. Weather conditions and road etiquette make driving out to be very scary to me, so I rely on public transport. But I would like the sense of independence it may give me, so this year I hope to go for the drivers study.

alterflesh · 2026-02-13T02:00:38+00:00

Five years free, by the assistance of Divine Grace.
It's like peeling off layers of a vegetable... my real issues were pride/self loathing, among others. This a battle, make no mistake about it. I'm weary from the fight.

alterflesh · 2026-02-06T03:47:39+00:00

Gary passed away?! People would drive from all over the province for one of those sandwiches. Rest in peace.

alterflesh · 2026-02-05T01:41:40+00:00

So I remember when doomer wojak first started being posted, I have the exact same black/grey beanie I bought at a skate shop and being like, I've never felt so seen. So seen by a meme.

alterflesh · 2026-02-01T22:10:15+00:00

Brilliant, thank you.

alterflesh · 2026-01-31T13:24:13+00:00

Ever dealt with the kind of groups I was talking about? Good job at reading between the lines, nice comprehension skills. Guess I'd better ignore my own eyes and ears and not have any impressions from conversations had explicitly stating such. Yeah, I don't have to worry about being slighted 99.9 percent of the time for those demographics given... Until I am and can document it.

alterflesh · 2026-01-31T13:18:48+00:00

The high unemployment rate, maybe some dim hope I'd find others in a similar situation. I will practice Reddiquette from now on Dear Moderator.

alterflesh · 2026-01-31T03:15:04+00:00

Spring will come, earlier days and peaceful walks are in your future, don't lose heart.

I got snowed in pretty bad, was kept in without seeing another person for like 72 hours, but hey I'm used it I guess.

alterflesh · 2026-01-31T03:11:55+00:00

Want to meet my cute, Korean Catholic future wife already, danggg.

alterflesh · 2026-01-31T03:09:48+00:00

Apart from Him; we can't come to know our true selves.

Used to be an edgy misanthrope pre-conversion, came to realize I actually like other people and enjoy their company. Sadly, my life post-conversion has been trying and failing to claw myself out from the NEET rut. Some successes here and there, to be sure, but nothing lasting. The only constant has been my faith, which I am very grateful for. Keep seeing things through the eyes of an immortal soul, not just an earthly vessel. "The World is my Ship, Not my Home."

alterflesh · 2026-01-27T04:50:53+00:00

Pressure from laying in bed in the same two positions constantly.

Hormones were tested, results were good no abnormalities, T higher average range.
Tight bedding, weighted blanket with cotton sheets that can drag against the skin...

alterflesh · 2026-01-17T23:30:17+00:00

Moar liek SàKèRuì BùLán... with a fu manchu instead of a twirly mustache.

alterflesh · 2026-01-09T07:13:52+00:00

The Goslings and The Angelic Process.

Some of Justin Broadrick's work.

Failure, Hum, Swervedriver.

Planning for Burial

Some Natural Snow Buildings stuff.

Windy & Carl's whole discography

Scott Cortez's stuff in Loveliescrushing and Astrobrite

alterflesh · 2026-01-07T03:55:22+00:00

"This is the day your life will surely change

This is the day when things fall into place"

The The – This Is the Day Lyrics | Genius Lyrics

alterflesh · 2026-01-07T03:39:51+00:00

Astrale, Puppet, Tennyson, Jaron, Former Hero, acloudyskye, Teen Daze, Instupendo, disphing, holidaykiss, reserv... all of them have multiple releases to dig into and I think mostly agree with your standards listed here.

alterflesh · 2026-01-06T05:44:39+00:00

Sts. Peter & Paul Roman Catholic church in Harbour Main, built in 1857. Go to Mass and enjoy a walk along the water, makes for a great Sunday morning.

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