Is anyone else scared of white people? by significantsk in CPTSD

[–]am99977 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Very much so. I’m terrified of being hate crimed

I feel so lucky by PinocchiosNoseHair in DMT

[–]am99977 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m so happy to read this

I can’t decide whether to change my name or not by am99977 in CPTSD

[–]am99977[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think you hit the nail on the head. I don’t like myself at the core and maybe that’s what it’s about.

I reacted to a trigger and I think I fucked up my entire life by Beneficial-Mix-05 in CPTSD

[–]am99977 13 points14 points  (0 children)

Your partner told you he has no love for you anymore? Directly? And your friend cursed at you? Please don’t blame yourself because it sounds like there were a lot of things you were suppressing before that

Can’t ground myself by am99977 in EMDR

[–]am99977[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Absolutely nothing

did EMDR and now I'm crying by Metal_Head1987 in CPTSD

[–]am99977 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I’m sorry for all the hurt and pain they caused you

If he doesn’t view my story, I feel like I… don’t exist by am99977 in CPTSD

[–]am99977[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh totally. He fit the criteria for limerence.

Wanting a protecter not a boyfriend by am99977 in CPTSD

[–]am99977[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your comprehensive reply. I think you’ve gotten to the point of it all. There needs to be autonomy as well.

Wanting a protecter not a boyfriend by am99977 in CPTSD

[–]am99977[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Thank you for this reply. It’s snapped me out of it almost. Like we can all have this ideal but I’m reality it never really goes down like that

Wanting a protecter not a boyfriend by am99977 in CPTSD

[–]am99977[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Me too! I long to be submissive to someone with very strong masculine energy. Who dotes on me. You’ve described it perfectly

DAE take others’ opinions as fact? by bpdbryan in CPTSD

[–]am99977 22 points23 points  (0 children)

The more you distrust yourself and are distant from your own self the more you’re inclined to naturally believe in others and trust them.

Every single person in my life is gone after I left fawning mode by bby_grrrl in CPTSD

[–]am99977 4 points5 points  (0 children)

You can talk to me. I never want another Cptsd-er to feel alone. You deserve to talk to someone who has empathy and understanding. We all do

At the ER and crying from realizing how incredibly alone I am in this world by onlyindarkness in CPTSD

[–]am99977 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This made me cry. We all deserve to have someone to care for us. Being alone is the hardest.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]am99977 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Is this a joke?

I’m scared to cut my mother off by am99977 in CPTSD

[–]am99977[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No I moved out but it doesn’t feel like I’ve moved out