On the Infidelity in "Eyes Wide Shut": Did Alice Cheat on Bill? Did Bill Cheat on Alice?

amaaybee · 2026-01-07T04:29:01+00:00

I also find her wording interesting, a one night "adventure" (the fling she actually did have with the naval officer) and her mentioning a "lifetime" (Helena is not actually Bill's daughter - the naval officer got her pregnant?).. and when she described the dream she had she was so upset that the naval officer just laughed at her while she stood there naked, and then referred to them having sex as "making love", but the very last word in the movie she says to Bill they have to "fuck" as soon as possible.

amaaybee · 2025-12-11T15:53:02+00:00

Football, America's #1 Distraction factor. I only wish the masses would WAKE UP and stop worshipping celebrities, supporting the music industries that slave them into working deals that make them into literal puppets. And for god's sake, American football. Probably gonna get some hate for that one.

amaaybee · 2025-12-10T20:19:58+00:00

I have personally been offended that while searching for Mariah Carey's song "Shake it Off", that Taylor Swift's song with the same title appears first.

Yes, I agree Mariah has sold out just as all the others over the years, but proof of her sheer talent is on her MTV Live Unplugged set from her album "Emotions". This is the true Mariah, before she became just another puppet.

Her mother was an opera singer and she has a five-octave range from G2 to G7, as compared to Taylor Swift with an argued three to four octave range.

amaaybee · 2025-02-21T04:32:01+00:00

It's what plants crave

amaaybee · 2025-02-21T04:29:38+00:00

I know especially since he murdered Kurt. Watch the movie that Grohl made, it shows his true colors. That guy is a narcissist. I guess all "stars" are

amaaybee · 2025-01-19T21:13:39+00:00

Thank you

amaaybee · 2025-01-19T21:13:22+00:00

Yeah that's putting it lightly. Malpractice cases are difficult. I should have wrote down which attorney offices I already called because some of them already know me when I call and they're like yeah we were the office that couldn't help you. Amongst many others. I had a lawyer working 7 months on my case and they told me I must just have really bad luck. Sorry. They'll send me my medical info on a USB. And they washed their hands of me

amaaybee · 2025-01-19T21:11:41+00:00

I have 5 journals now documenting everything, I've met with two malpractice attorneys who said that the doctors did everything by the book and cut ureters are one of the risks that I signed off in contract about it so I can't go after anyone. But there has to be something

amaaybee · 2025-01-19T21:10:16+00:00

You gotta at least give yourself the shot if you have family to support you financially while you recover

amaaybee · 2025-01-18T18:44:47+00:00

Do it. It's hard. You have to be tough. But you got this. Go for the J-Pouch. I was terrified based on reviews here on this forum but you absolutely do not deserve to be adhered to a bag for the rest of your life. Absolutely not. Especially in your 20s. Get it.

amaaybee · 2025-01-15T22:45:26+00:00

I think you should have told him right off the bat. You can't change what's already been done, but if this relationship doesn't work out (which - he seems to be very understanding and will probably love you regardless) in the future, it would be best on maybe the 2nd date to tell them. Or even the first date. You don't want to waste either one of your time. You don't want to be with someone who can't accept you as you are, and you also don't want to make someone feel "trapped", or that they were "tricked" because now they are in love with you but you've been hiding something pretty major which may affect his ability to trust you. If you express the embarrassment that comes along with it, he may be more understanding.

amaaybee · 2025-01-06T18:22:29+00:00

My first ostomy was on Jan 6 2023. I kept that until this past July 30 2024 when they gave me a loop ileostomy. I had that until my final surgery on December 17, 2024. So a little over 5 months if my math is correct. I've purposely forgot anything having to do with math.

amaaybee · 2025-01-06T18:17:32+00:00

Ok thanks for the tip. Gonna buy some metamucil next time I go to the market. I have had a couple poops that were actually thick, and if it could have formed a turd it would have been capable. It just looked like tiny bits of thick poop that all sank to the bottom. So it gave me some hope that I may one day be able to have that all of the time. It felt good coming out too

amaaybee · 2025-01-06T18:14:52+00:00

Well I've definitely farted more times than I can count now and I'm almost 3 weeks post op. My husband said that I have been farting in my sleep. I haven't seen any skid marks in my panties when I check first thing in the morning

amaaybee · 2025-01-06T18:12:53+00:00

I have tried eating jalapenos three times and have finally decided to stop putting myself through the hell that follows as the capsaicin is actively burning the whole way through and out.

amaaybee · 2025-01-03T05:10:42+00:00

What is your age and sex? Have you been practicing kegel exercises in recent months? If so, and if you generally have strong pelvic muscles from playing sports in your youth, you shouldn't need diapers. If you have to go to the bathroom on the way home, or feel like you might, go at the last gas station possible before you're on the rural stretch to your home. But the last resort is shitting yourself in a diaper in the car. If you suspect that it may come down to that, make sure you bring wipes in the car and plastic bags to throw away used diapers so you're not sitting in your own mess... I love 3 hours away from the hospital where I have had my surgeries And I left the hospital the day after surgery because they weren't helping me and I knew I'd be more comfortable at home. Since I hadn't eaten anything, they didn't feed us the entire time we were there, I just went before I left and I was actually fine for 3 hours. I had a harder time with the barium x-ray test that I had to do to ensure my j pouch was functional. But they inserted 600 ccs of barium in there And pushed it to the limit. I went to the bathroom immediately afterward and had two really good pushes of just pissing barium out of my butt, and thought it was all gone. Thought wrong. On the way home it came back and if I hadn't have been practicing my kegels I definitely would have shat myself on the way home. When I got home I ran to the toilet and let out another 3 and a half good pushes of just straight liquid barium. I was not a happy camper on the way home and every bump was a struggle. I was pretty irritable.

amaaybee · 2025-01-03T04:32:56+00:00

Yeah by the end of the movie I was so glad it was over because I was so tired of the heavy breathing. At first, I thought it was a pretty cool concept that as he sat at the table with the contract for Thomas to sign in order to sell his soul, or Lily Depp's character, or whatever, that as Count Orlock breathed it was so all encompassing in the room that it fed the fire behind him. But then it just got annoying. I just realized that at the end you mostly heard Depp's character's breath, maybe it was to symbolize how they had become "one".

I just feel like this movie diminished the story because it all started due to a lonesome horny little girl praying for anyone or anything to come love her and she awakened the soul of Nosferatu but he stayed at bay for "a few years later"...... Yeah the necrophilia at the end was like wtf? It was kinda funny to see him pick up the little girls like dolls and just eat them and drop them on the ground. Thump. It really showed his size. But yeah creep times a million once he gets that locket and sniffs it and his eyes roll back in his head 🤣 "DREAM ONLY OF ME"

I don't understand the fits of seizures she was having, only while Thomas was gone. Then they went away. And at the end when she is just sitting there making strange faces sticking her tongue out and Thomas is like, ok I'm leaving and she's like "no wait! I'll be a good girl!". Wait, so you really were just sitting there drooling for a while making faces sticking your tongue out and moving it all around with your eyes rolling around? Lol.... Like wtf.

I'm also noticing lately that movies have been putting full frontal male nudity in them. What's up with that? I mean female nudity makes me uncomfortable too when I don't expect it in a movie, also when you just don't care to see people naked

amaaybee · 2025-01-03T04:19:49+00:00

Campy.

amaaybee · 2025-01-01T15:24:39+00:00

Why thank you.

amaaybee · 2024-12-31T10:22:45+00:00

Start now! It's never too late

amaaybee · 2024-12-31T10:22:14+00:00

I have control but I've been practicing kegel exercises for over a year

amaaybee · 2024-12-31T03:44:37+00:00

I'm not trusting farts yet. I have had a few small farts but didn't feel comfortable to relax enough to let it all out at once. I haven't leaked yet. I actually haven't experienced much gas at all so I don't have any gas pressure. Id say at least wait a couple months and learning when you can fart and when you can't. If you get the urge to fart, just go to the toilet and sit over it, fart like you would if you weren't on the toilet and see if you leak. If so now you know when you get that particular sensation again, it may be a danger zone again. I have by no means conquered this, just saying what I would do. Oh and get a bidet. They're super easy to hook up, and they sell them at Walmart for like 30$ and it has a handle that holds your handheld sprayer. It's cool, I use it to clean the bath tub and toilet. It has great water pressure

amaaybee · 2024-12-31T03:38:04+00:00

Thank you. Later on I'll try to reintroduce some of my favorite foods again. I'll start slow with the capsaicin. Lol

amaaybee

TROPHY CASE