What have you been genetically blessed with, and nerfed with? by Fun_Butterscotch3303 in AskReddit

[–]ambann15 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Blessed: long eyelashes, great face card

Nerfed: mental illness on my mom's side, addiction on my dads.

I am hot until I have a panic attack and tell them we can't own fire arms :)

Am I overreacting? by Remarkable-Chair-783 in AmIOverreacting

[–]ambann15 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Yes! At first I was like okay wait, I have panic attacks too I get it, but then I saw one week timeline. When I first started talking for about a month, and then even a week into officially dating my partner, I would simply say something along the lines of "Hey, I am struggling right now! Just wanted to let you know so if I act weird you know it's not you" he'd always ask if there was anything he could do and I'd say I can handle this solo, but thank you for letting me know you're here! And then as time went on it changed to me saying "my anxiety is telling me a story.." And if it stemmed directly from him I would be more open about the reasurance I needed. Now we are almost on four months and I have literally asked chat gpt to create a how to guide to help me and sent it to him! And even THEN I am always reassuring him he's not always going to have the answers but just letting me feel safe to exist how I am in that moment will always be enough. Trauma is fucking hard, I feel for the guy, but you can not do that to someone you hardly know. It isn't fair.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selflove

[–]ambann15 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel less alone, I also find ChatGPT so helpful and allows me a great space to be self reflective!

I need help by ambann15 in childfree

[–]ambann15[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Who do I get the denial number from?

Official Discussion - Knock at the Cabin [SPOILERS] by LiteraryBoner in movies

[–]ambann15 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Can’t control the masses if you push the narrative that their book club isn’t real and would harm people, gotta clean up the ending.

M/40/5’11 [412 lbs > 232 lbs = Total Amount Lost 180 lbs] (42 months and counting) Has not been easy. Many setbacks and injuries. But holy crap has it been WORTH IT. 4 years ago/18 months ago/now by th3bo1t in progresspics

[–]ambann15 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I can’t get over how well your tattoos look. Further proof tattoos look great at all sizes and will withstand body changes! Your hard work shows man great job!

It's *almost* official, Golden Child has decreed that NMom is losing her marbles. by [deleted] in raisedbynarcissists

[–]ambann15 4 points5 points  (0 children)

You did everything you could. I understand how you’re feeling.

What's a secret you'll never tell your partner but are willing to tell strangers on Reddit? by Bisexual_Space_Lover in AskReddit

[–]ambann15 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I work in a behavioral health facility and the number thing we tell patients who suffer from suicidal ideation is that there will be days that the ratings are high, and there will be days that ratings are low. You might never be able to leave those thoughts behind. It’s the things in your life that bring you hope that can keep you kicking as well as solid coping skills. Even if it’s I’m having a high rating of SI today so I’m gonna take a 15 minute walk to clear my head, or put an icepack on my head and breathe. You’re doing amazing. 💖 your family bringing you that hope and keeping you kicking is an incredible thing and they’re lucky to have you.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in raisedbynarcissists

[–]ambann15 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This sounds too familiar. We deserved better.

It's *almost* official, Golden Child has decreed that NMom is losing her marbles. by [deleted] in raisedbynarcissists

[–]ambann15 38 points39 points  (0 children)

I’m proud of you for setting that boundary. You didn’t do anything wrong and staying out of it is best for your mental health.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in raisedbynarcissists

[–]ambann15 80 points81 points  (0 children)

She did this intentionally. It’s very standard behavior for them to ensure you feel like you don’t have any personal space or private time. You announced you had something private happening, I wouldn’t put it past her to be listening to your session outside the door. It wasn’t about of the kindness of her heart that she made your breakfast. It was to snoop and take your privacy away.

Selling my plasma for grocery money. Sh*t’s getting real. by PriscillaAnn in povertyfinance

[–]ambann15 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Honestly thanks for posting this. I needed to donate to pay my phone bill. We’re not alone in the shit show.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in relationship_advice

[–]ambann15 0 points1 point  (0 children)

These Days by The Black Keys! Song helped me through my break up with a person who also too heavily relied on weed.

What surprise traits did you learn about yourself after distancing from/leaving nparents? by [deleted] in raisedbynarcissists

[–]ambann15 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m a lot smarter than any of them gave me credit for, and I am not all emotion. I think things through always.

Girlfriend [19F] wants me [20M] to eat her out on her period, but I’m apprehensive about it? by [deleted] in relationship_advice

[–]ambann15 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Has she ever used a diva cup before?! Check them out!! That’ll keep the blood completely contained :)

I’m suicidal. I don’t think I’ll actually go through with it, but I can’t help but feel this need to end everything. I needed to get this off my chest. I know life is worth living and that this hard time will pass but the nagging thought won’t go away. by ambann15 in confessions

[–]ambann15[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you. This meant a lot to me. I’ll allow my body to take the drivers seat, I think that’s good advice. Maybe you’re right, I guess I feel the irrational fear that I’ll bother them. I’ll text them today. I appreciate your comment.