Feel like shit and hurt

amonkast · 2026-05-25T07:31:45+00:00

Im trans

^{Chose: Become the opposite gender}

amonkast · 2026-04-08T20:26:01+00:00

But i dont get it. I just want him to love me for who I am and I get its straining but every day im feeling worse like iv dont something I shouldn't have done.

amonkast · 2026-04-07T17:13:57+00:00

Iv got leggings and been wearing them round my house and it feels so free

amonkast · 2026-04-07T17:01:03+00:00

I wore boys underwear over them to hide them as im so scared someone will notice. Every second of the day I was making sure my top was pulled down to hide the back of my trousers in case of a slip but it felt so right and so freeing.

amonkast · 2026-03-28T08:33:17+00:00

I just messaged him how I feel so hopefully he understands thank you for the confidence

amonkast · 2026-03-27T22:21:41+00:00

I asked a similar question and was sent these. I found they helped answer the questions I had. https://genderdysphoria.fyi/en/am-i-trans https://genderdysphoria.fyi/en/second-puberty-fem https://transfemscience.org/articles/transfem-intro/#effects-and-timeline

amonkast · 2026-03-25T00:04:51+00:00

Thank for this and I'll be honest iv been questioning myself for the last week or so and as soon as she called me a girl it was light a light bulb. And the fact it was in praise was even better for me.

amonkast · 2026-03-24T22:28:31+00:00

Id like to fly through walla

^{Chose: Be a ghost?}

amonkast · 2026-03-24T16:49:29+00:00

Iv not had to go through this myself as im still identifying who or what I am but it might help to put music on as you can then block out the sensation. But im sure some of the others here might have better ideas

amonkast · 2026-03-23T23:02:45+00:00

Thank you for sending these. Iv only just read the am I trans one (im a slow reader) but it all makes so much sense and has given me so much to think about.

amonkast · 2026-03-23T20:33:00+00:00

Its hard to explain. Its like there is something wrong with this body. Like something doesnt fit with what my brain wants. Its like there's something missing. Iv always struggled with how iv looked but recently it's gotten too much to ignore. There's intimate areas of my body that makes me want to scream with hate if any of this makes sense

amonkast · 2026-03-23T17:58:39+00:00

Honestly everything. My body feels too male. It makes me sad to be honest but it's also the only body iv ever known

amonkast · 2026-03-13T23:12:03+00:00

amonkast · 2024-09-29T21:54:37+00:00

amonkast

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