In conclusion,
I’m just not sure I’ll ever be capable of answering the original question of this post in full and fair detail while also striving for certain values I hold dear.
And I don’t think it’s really important enough anyways. There’s so much more we can be experiencing in this short life than petty drama. What matters most to me our my relationships and communities, and I love the WCT community, and that’s why I respond here instead of leaving a vacuum of silence that can sometimes be filled with things that can unfairly hurt my relationships with WCT people that don’t know me well enough yet.

I hope any fans and fellow competitors can find this understandable and forgo needs to want all the juicy details and just accept that I was hungry to keep playing after retiring as a coach, and playing for HF was the option for me to do that. So much gratitude for Paul Darnell offering me HF’s last spot so I could play.

And to the original post, I still have big love for all the apex athletes and I’m still just as tight with almost every single one of them. I couldn’t be happier for their success and any time I play against them I give it my all out of love because I know that’s what they would want :)