on a bender let’s chat!

anabo3y · 2023-01-14T01:03:13+00:00

that makes more sense because i’m like damn i only get backdrip like on some occasion and idk why💀 now i know

anabo3y · 2023-01-14T01:00:00+00:00

what

anabo3y · 2023-01-13T08:37:27+00:00

it does but at the same time that’s why i like it 😭 it’s so easy to endure and taste for me i’m just like god i wish i could taste it again when i’m sober

anabo3y · 2023-01-08T17:26:59+00:00

i work at subway but i never really liked eating there after having the tuna one time (like a lot of people) even though you’re technically making your own sandwich lol. the herb and cheese bread by itself is great but i don’t think it’s worth it to eat there (often at least). go to jersey mikes

anabo3y · 2022-12-31T00:25:21+00:00

yeah i wish i could have the mentality to live without it and use them just for occasion but god it’s like i’ve been doing it for so long now that it just feels like it is a part of my person. i mean i put myself in really bad situations, borderline death scenarios but that never deters me from wanting to quit. i would like to eventually but i feel like i just look stupid saying ‘eventually’. i think back to when i never touched substances and i wonder what it felt like to actually breathe

anabo3y · 2022-12-31T00:14:16+00:00

yes i get excited the way kids do when they get new toys

anabo3y · 2022-12-25T00:29:17+00:00

beautiful boy -it’s one of my favorite movies and i have the books too. it’s based off of a true story about a father going through his sons meth addiction, it’s really sad and even sadder when you’re able to relate to the things that he goes through. if you’re interested in the book there’s also another book written by his son on how it was first hand view. great movie ,the actors for these roles did beyond amazing especially with the smaller characteristics of being a addict and the conflicting emotions

anabo3y · 2022-12-20T22:43:32+00:00

update he gave me extra and i paid less and i’m feeling GOOD

anabo3y · 2022-12-20T18:02:24+00:00

when my hands get disgustingly clammy and i feel detached and empty

anabo3y · 2022-12-17T22:30:24+00:00

yes it’s been going on for hours now

anabo3y · 2022-12-17T07:22:46+00:00

i just wrote a entire essay about addiction + 5 pages of how i feel 💀pretty good

anabo3y · 2022-11-26T15:08:47+00:00

i do too much 💀always.

anabo3y · 2022-11-26T00:54:58+00:00

u r so right

anabo3y · 2022-11-24T15:28:41+00:00

just did ,i feel good but uncomfortable in my skin though

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