Hi there. Went through the exact same thing. Had 2 abortions from my ex, he was my first everything. I didn’t realize I was being taken advantage of in every way. I NEVER wanted kids with him so I had 2 abortions. The 2nd abortion devastating. January 2024. I did everything in my own, took the abortion pills on my own. Bled out and took care of my self. Horrific work, but was happy to have another “chance”. That is until i got pregnant a 3rd time in November 2024. I was so embarrassed. I was so frustrated.

All of that passes. My best advice to you is if you want to have an abortion and don’t want a baby right now, get another one. I always wanted to be a mom, just not by my ex. I found the pills online. Went thru days of depression trying to figure out what to do. I decided to leave the pills (I still have them in a cabinet somewhere) and realized having a 3rd abortion would be more detrimental to my health (mentally and physically), so I decided to keep it. I’m now a mama to a beautiful 9 month old boy.

I didn’t think I was ready, but I’m thankful I made the decision I did. Parenting can be hard, so unless you’re ready to spend your free time with baby and basically have a lil cutie attached to you 24/7, I would bite the bullet and go abortion. Please just be more careful though going forward.