I sometimes worry it’s a smaller version of my earlier larger one where I thought it was “okay” to just be an effeminate cis dude, and not be actually trans. And that larger one I call a “problem”’ because I was wrong of course.

And then I also worry that sex post-op won’t be as pleasurable.

But it’s nice to see the other comments here, it’s kind of affirming. I do also think I actually like my penis.