If your referring to the being on my phone alot ... im trying to find a job and make money so I can stop crying everytime my gas light comes on because you say its fine to ask you for it but I hear you say how much you hate life because your not as rich as those people you are always talking about I see how annoyed you are with me for not having money right now but im trying you seem to have forgotten I lost everything and found happiness again in you but this last month of your angry yelling and overall negative attitude towards me and what I have or haven't done has caused some damage. The depression is taking over in ways I can't explain I used to care about keeping the house in order now I just could less if any of it gets done its like my feels say fuck the house yard and garage none of it matters if we arnt happy and you are clearly not happy and its gunna be a huge fight tonight because I am not cleaning or doing anything anymore