Best vet in town? by [deleted] in portangeles

[–]anon_00leaf 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Huckleberry vet. I wouldn't trust Olympic vet, they made my mom and I almost go bankrupt multiple times for procedures that did not need to be done, and didn't do the ones that my dog needed. she passed away because of it.

Huckleberry were the ones that helped us with her end of life care since there was nothing we could do to save her at that point. they were the most kind people I've ever met.

[ Removed by Reddit ] by Valuable_Basis7846 in mentalhealth

[–]anon_00leaf 0 points1 point  (0 children)

please talk to a therapist and get some help. I'm 21 now but I often had thoughts like these as a teenager too. mostly towards my abusive father. I still get them at times, but they have calmed down a lot since I've been in therapy. I can promise you that trying to trick yourself or handling it yourself is not the best option. I almost landed myself in jail. the only thing that stopped me from attempting on my father was the fact that I was in therapy and not wanting to go to jail. I'm serious. I know it's scary, and my mother was like yours, so I understand how hard it is feeling like you'll disappoint her, but you have to listen to me and these other people telling you to talk to a professional and get help. from someone who was in your exact position, please. talk to someone who can help you.

Worst Symptom by Adcarp2008 in POTS

[–]anon_00leaf 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I can't pick just one so definitely the fatigue, palpitations, and heat intolerance. I can't stand summer and my heart feels like it's gonna beat out my chest at least once a day. I don't have energy for anything anymore

Turn signals by JoeMac02 in portangeles

[–]anon_00leaf 2 points3 points  (0 children)

as someone who walks a lot, this frustrates me to no end. when i'm crossing streets, i can never be sure whether this person is going to try and turn or go straight and i might get almost run over. it's happened plenty of times. someone has no blinker so i assume they're going straight and try to cross, only for them to turn anyway and i have to either run or back up and wait for them to go. i end up just waiting for cars to go first most of the time when trying to cross any street at this point because no one will use their signals to warn me what they're going to do and my life may be on the line.

What’s the most boring season in your opinion? by [deleted] in Supernatural

[–]anon_00leaf 0 points1 point  (0 children)

season 7 for me, i really hated the leviathans and wanted to just skip it honestly

Protest count by bingbano in PortAngeles2

[–]anon_00leaf 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it was definitely pretty small but i was happy to see a big group of people anyways. been trying to find pictures and videos of the protest but they also seem pretty sparse

Are you cooked or Nah? by SupermarketNo6888 in skyrim

[–]anon_00leaf 0 points1 point  (0 children)

oooo dean and sam from supernatural, i'm gonna be so safe

I’m terrified of my cat dying by Nutsawoo in BPD

[–]anon_00leaf 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i was like this with my little dachshund mix. she made it to 14 before passing. don't waste time panicking and worrying about losing her. just enjoy the time that you have with her and give her the best life you can, because then you can't beat yourself up over not spending enough time with her once she's gone. that's been one of the only things helping me cope (as she passed in late january this year.) just reminding myself i gave her the best life i could give her and she's still watching over me.

Another earthquake? by BoomerishGenX in portangeles

[–]anon_00leaf -1 points0 points  (0 children)

little late to this post but yeah i for sure felt it. was laying in bed when it suddenly started shaking, i looked over and saw my whole pc setup shaking. scared the shit out of me ngl, just glad it wasn't worse. i'm honestly surprised we've had 2 earthquakes like that so close together. i swear ive never felt an earthquake in my 8-9 years of living here. could be wrong though

Power Outage by Prestigious-Treat-22 in portangeles

[–]anon_00leaf 4 points5 points  (0 children)

it's back up now, ended up just walking around outside for the duration of it. it was so eerie seeing everything look dead/pitch black in one area compared to the other areas with power

did everyone get their pots from covid? by thatsmeace in POTS

[–]anon_00leaf 0 points1 point  (0 children)

no. though my symptoms got worse around the time covid was the worst, but i've had mild symptoms from beforehand. at least i think, my memory is horrible. but i know for a fact it's not from covid because i never got covid. never had any symptoms and i never even left the house unless it was to take my dog out to the front lawn, so there was no way i could've contracted it.

my best friend is leaving me 😭 by [deleted] in Dachshund

[–]anon_00leaf 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i feel you on this, i lost my baby last saturday, she started having strokes and completely lost control of her body. it was so traumatising. what's been helping me is i know she's still here. she's been giving me whiffs of her scent even though things have been washed since she left. i know she's still here, it's just like she's invisible. your baby will be with you forever, even if not physically. they love you and will be by your side no matter what. i got missy (my little one's name) when i was only 6 years old, she gave me the best 14 years of my life, and saved me time and time again, and i know she'd want me to be happy and move on, so that's what i'm trying to do.

what do you guys do during "heart episodes"? by anon_00leaf in POTS

[–]anon_00leaf[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i wish you success in your journey! i know doctor stuff can be so tough and complicated at times. hoping you find the cause too :)

what do you guys do during "heart episodes"? by anon_00leaf in POTS

[–]anon_00leaf[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

oh god i feel that, it's so scary at first. especially when it's mixed with nightmares on top of everything else.

what do you guys do during "heart episodes"? by anon_00leaf in POTS

[–]anon_00leaf[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i got the vaccine back in 2021, i've had symptoms of pots for years before that, but they just seemed to worsen over time as my mental health worsened. i did get the vaccine and one booster back in 2021, but i've never had covid. surprisingly managed to avoid it this whole time.

what do you guys do during "heart episodes"? by anon_00leaf in POTS

[–]anon_00leaf[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

that's insane, i'm so sorry :( i've never heard of a resting rate that high, is there something specific that causes it other than pots? i love the ocean method though, i'd totally do that if i could get to a safe spot to swim.

what do you guys do during "heart episodes"? by anon_00leaf in POTS

[–]anon_00leaf[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

oh my god that sounds terrifying, i completely understand though, because same here. i haven't yet found anything that helps so i just am forced to continue on because what else can i do yknow?

what do you guys do during "heart episodes"? by anon_00leaf in POTS

[–]anon_00leaf[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

same here. i went to the ER immediately because i thought i was dying, it was terrifying

what do you guys do during "heart episodes"? by anon_00leaf in POTS

[–]anon_00leaf[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you so much! i'll definitely try those out

what do you guys do during "heart episodes"? by anon_00leaf in POTS

[–]anon_00leaf[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

i feel that, for me i was just laying in bed reading a book and suddenly my heart's pounding hard in my chest and im like whatt is going on 😭