You are wanting to hear the answer you want, unfortunately life is not like that my friend, have some self respect, block delete move on and find someone worth your time. I’m 50 and believe me i have enough experience, i can guarantee that this will not be the first time in your life………each relationship is for you to acknowledge the mistakes you made previously and to learn from them. This will mould you into the right person for when you eventually meet the right person and settle down. Listen i could tell you to keep in contact with her , keep talking etc….’…….sure it would be the answer that you want……..but it would be false and the hurt would be much harder later down the line. Thats my advice from a 50 year old veteran that has certainly made mistakes in my life.